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As much as I love to dress up, make up and accessorise up, my ultimate goal is to be acknowledged being a woman without the necessity of all these fineries.
It helps beyond anything for recognition to wear the tokens of womanhood but in what way are they essential to my being?
Deep down I’m not quite comfortable glamming up.
For dining out and parties it’s the thing to do but in everyday life I’d rather present as my natural self.
Just a little touch of khol and gloss should be enough to enhance my feminine features.
I’m aware this makes me more vulnerable to second looks or comments but in the end to me it’s important to stay close to the person I really am: just an ordinary woman, which is difficult enough.
It’s really nice to have some comments on my writings, as they are an attempt to search for clarity.
Well anyways, if one’s looks aren’t that feminine as one would like them to be, women’s clothes and makeup are wonderful and most of the time effective means to present one self as a woman.
I’ve been dressing and glamming up to the nines occasionally and as a result I could not relate to myself anymore. Too much of it all made me feel uncomfortable and restricted.
A once wo... more