Suzy's Coming Out Day

• Posted by Suzy Russell September 21, 2014 Filed in Society Girl's Personal Blogs #first time  2,099 views
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  Oh my god, I have finally did.  Actually did it and I still can't believe it.  Oh my God.

   

  Now you may be wondering what it is that I did.  Well sadly didn't find those magic lottery numbers, sigh.  Didn't find a cure for baldness, damm nor did I find a way to get rid of all those hairs that we girls have that we don't want like chest hair, beards, etc.

   

  Oh, now what I am talking about is my first time out and about in public.  Yes that's right, after nearly 13 or 14 years of dreaming, my first time out came and I nearly died in the first 10 minutes of it of shame.  So how, where, what, who, why, etc happened.  Then let me tell a short story.  Sitting comfortable?  Good, then I begin.  Long, long time ago in a galaxy far far away......

   

  Well, I finally got the equipment, wig, breast forms, bum and hip enhancements and finally the clothes that were chosen for the day.  Paced them in an old rugsack which I had since the early 90s and off I went listening to some rock music to calm me down and make me excited at the same time.  I took the bus to Walsall and then waited for the train to Birmingham.  Got out of the New Street station and then got lost.  Yes that's right, got lost.  New Street was rebuilt and one fo the new entracnes made the street corner looked different.  Blast.  It took me about 5 minutes to find a pub on a corner to find my bearings.  Then I walked to Nightingale nightclub, where the Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar was.  

   

  The BBB is a fetish event held on the third Sunday on the month.  Went before to see what it was like after a young lady called Faye Sanders recommended it for me.  Faye helped me to shop for a few clothes, 2 that I was going to wear, and has a business to helop Trans ladies like us with dressing services, escorted shopping trips, etc.  At the BBB, she sells wigs but I will get tot hat in a second.

   

  Anyway, got to the Nightingale, padi to get in, got to the dressing room and went in as Paul and came out as Suzy.  For the past hour and a bit of travelling I was both nervous and excited as hell at the same time and just couldn't believe it.  As soon as I entered the dressing room, I knew that there was no way I was going to chicken out.

   

  And now for that shame I mentioned before,   Was never great with hair or wigs anyway and I have always like to have shoulder length wigs.  I am looking up at the ceiling right now asking why?  My god, it was terrible.  I must have looked like I put my head with the wig on in the washing machine and did a cycle.

   

  Luckily I knew someone with a stall with wigs on to help me.  How cheeky am I?  Anyway, once that stupid wig was dealt with, I went off and did.....well whatever.  Had a couple of bottles of beer, looked at the other stalls, feet were hurting with the boots but heck  It wasn't Paul's feet hurting, it was Suzy's feet hurting.  It wasn't Paul who was walking around the BBB event.  It was Suzy who was walking around the BBB event.  

   

  I felt right being there is he only way I can describe it.  Okay, just Faye was the only person I knew there but it was only the second time I was there and besides I normally go off to places by myself but it just felt right and I felt at home with myself.

   

  Another good thing came out of it.  Bought another wig....and this time a lot shorter wither less hair strands trying to kill me by clogging up my mouth.  Stupid wigs.  So now I am nearlyu ready to go out again in Wolverhampton next Saturday for their PRIDE.

   

  And finally, it's funny you know that for me this week is like a bus route.  Nothing comes around for 14 years and I am going out twice in 7 days.