Cowardice, Pizza, Love

• Posted by Ashley Fakename July 16, 2015 985 views
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  Joining this community wasn't easy for me. That probably shows in the blank empty profile I created. The very openly wrong required information. Yes, yes, I know it's shocking but my last name isn't "FakeName". 

  After finally getting some time to really explore here, I see so many people of both genders who have displayed courage far beyond my timid toe-wetting. I apologise to these beautiful people, and ask that they remain patient with me. I will be there eventually.

   

  I want to make a profile picture for this site. I'm going to make a profile picture in fact. When I can take one that looks like me. My boyfriend always seems to make it look easy. Comb your hair a certain way, look moody, and bam! He just laughs at me when I try to look moody and calls me cute, so that plan is out. =/ That's my boyfriend in my friends list, Ian Oliver. I'll probably wind up making similar comments in everything I put here. Sorry Ian, but you're too awesome to leave out!

   

  He woke up (for a moment) this morning to tell me how brave he considers me. We had a late night last night, pizza and a horror movie (The Bone Snatcher - for those interested). I fell asleep in his arms wearing a dress. A dress and pajama bottoms actually, they had kitties on them. To clarify, I was planning on taking some trash out before the movie and it's mosquito season down here nearly 24/7. A loose dress seemed like it was asking for trouble with nothing protecting me from parasitic little insectiod vampires.

  Also, you know.. that crippling fear that comes from the thought "You mean outside?.. With PEOPLE?!.. in THIS?!" I wasn't ready.

  Still, the outfit was cute and comfortable. Anyway... I pass out a quarter of the way into the movie and don't wake up until 8am this morning. Without getting into details, I was woken up by a need. I didn't even think about it. I just got up and wandered off to deal with it. It wasn't until I tip-toed back into the room that I got the sleepy praise. Imagine that everyone.. someone thinks I'm brave. I can't tell strangers what state I live in, but at least someone sees me.