Venting

• Posted by Kris McKinley June 27, 2016 #ftm  #Venting  1,141 views
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  Didn't think I'd be blogging again already, but I need to vent about something. It may be TMI though so fair warning. I just got back from the gynecologist and had a bit of a struggle with something I found out I had recently. It's called Vaginismus. For those who do not know, it's basically sexual dysfunction for girls. The reason I'm bringing it up here is because I feel like I gave this to myself by telling myself over the years that I am really a man in a woman's body and should NOT be penetrated. After researching, I learned that girls who are not trans have this condition, but I still can't help feeling like I did this to myself because ultimately this is a mental thing that manifested into a physical condition... A lot of the time people with vaginismus have been sexually abused, but I have not... I really don't feel like I should be seeing a gynecologist in the first place since I feel like a man anyway. I'm sorry if this is tmi, but I just had to vent. Getting tired of these gyno visits gone wrong.