What's up people!!
I am new here to the community. however like many others I've had these feelings since I was a very young child. I remember playing dress-up with my sisters things very early on. I am 44 now and when I grew up we didn't have the Internet or access to any literature regarding my situation. I was taught early on about gay people and sissies and if you acted like either of them you would be a social outcast or beat up. so I kept my feelings secret. I would remember as a child playing dress-up when no one was home. I would sometimes lie in my bed and closed my eyes and pray to God when I woke up I would be a female. I would often stare at other girls my age in school with jealous envy when they would wear a pretty dress or skirt. I would sit there and daydream about how great it must be to be female.
This post was edited by Former Member at September 5, 2011 10:44 AM BST