Next step,small step ,big step.

• Posted by Donna V April 12, 2017 1,126 views
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  So this time next week I will be travelling to London to have GRS and it is going to take a week until I come back home.I have just been doing mundane things including a lot of cycling, gardening,tidying up,stocking up.It seems the trivial and important can jump the queue randomly in my mind.Trivial, -How will I manage to get a good Espresso Mocha whilst in recovery.(Usually my intake is 3 cups a day).Important What will happen to the relationship between my partner and me.?After all these years,27 or so change is inevitable,I just try and not let those questions that start-- "What if....(insert description of things going horribly wrong that I don't have any control of anyway)...what will you do then.?--get in the way.Overall I am happy and I try to make myself available to help my partner whenever possible.I just need to get on with things and manage my time.I guess Surgery will inevitably mean ,I will physically have to take some downtime,and so not do the large amount physical chores I currently do.My partner says she understands this and is concerned that I will just try to carry on.Lets see.