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Today is cold and rainy. What a cliche. It matches my mood.
It's 9 a.m. and I decided to start drinking wine. I wish I was drunk last night when all this came to pass. That way I'd at least have a lame excuse for my sorry existence. I'm also deciding what to do about myself. Too bad I can't see my shrink right now. I do think my family - on both sides - might be thinking I should be put away. They all talked last night. Maybe I should be put away.
The more I think the more I cry. I always thought I could handle anything. The one part of my life I do like is being Meredith. That makes me happy.
I'll see what else happens today.
