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That's pretty much how I feel these days. The misanthropic side of my nature has really taken over, and if I never have to speak to another person again I'll be happy.
I went out of my way to take care of my daughter the other day. She heard, through the door at my house, the huge argument I had with my wife. She also approached my wife about the divorce, and that we both might remarry, although with other people. She asked me about it Wednesday. She wound up being upset that night and having to go to the therapist yesterday.
Naturally, it's all my fault.
The wicked witch, once again, calls up my mother to complain about the crying, and some nightmare my kid had two weeks ago! What really gets to me is that I wasn't even defended. Granted, mum was at work and couldn't say much, but couldn't even so much as one little sentence be said? I am not to blame for everything. Hell, last night I was asked to take the blame for something that really has nothing to do with me! I can't get anyone to defend me over here, even when I'm right (which is more often than not). I want to just walk off and never see any of them again. I am so angry.
Thankfully I had a shrink appointment today. I didn't go dressed, just my wig and makeup. That woman is so cool. She did help calm me down. Especially after those two delicious coffees I had that really sent my heart racing!
So if I'm not around much, I'm not doing anything stupid. I'm just taking time alone because I do not want to fight with anyone, make snippy comments, or take out my anger on people (even if they do deserve it).
