Just being quiet

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    Actually, I am in no mood to post anything, much less talk to the human race.  I'm just in a quiet mood, so there's no reason to panic (as some of you do when I disappear for days at a time).

    I'm just tired of a few things, like being lied to, led on, abandoned, etc.  That's just part of it.

    I saw the pulmonary specialist yesterday.  Next week I go into the hospital for a one-day procedure.  They're going into my lungs to see what the heck is exactly in there.  While this procedure is hardly uncommon, there are some dangers involved.  I don't care.  As long as the drugs they give me are good.  The doctor assured me they are.  He was also really cool when I told him about being transsexual.  I asked him to do SRS on me at the same time so I could cut a few years and thousands of dollars.

    I cannot proceed with transitioning until this is over with.  My doctor wants to know all this before sending me to the endo.

    Saturday I am finally taking a mental holiday.  I'm renting a car, and then first going to my kid's footy match.  From there I'll head out to Lemont, Illinois, and spend some time at the Hindu temple.  I need to reconnect with some things that are important to me.  At that point I'm checking into a motel in the Joliet area, then heading to a graduation party in Romeoville for a former student.  If anyone remembers from last year, this is the student other females at the school were jealous of and thinking that we were having some sort of affair.  No, we weren't.  We're just good friends.  Besides, she's married and I don't go there.

    So I'm posting this now because when I do retreat and walk away for a while some people get nervous.  Don't.