Lost weekend?

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    I leave in a few minutes. Got visitation this morning, then I hit the docks later in the day.

    I have been doing a lot of writing lately. I have a complete book of fiction short stories and they needed to be re-entered. That’s been helping me keep my inspiration going.

    I still need to do the blood test for the endo. I figure to do that in a few weeks on the same day I have a job interview. There is a chance I might go back into doing compliance work until the teaching job comes along.

    I’ve been asked by the ex not to move away anywhere for the time being as the effect on our kid would be devastating. She’s having a hard enough time with my being gone as it is. If I was to take a job in another city, or country (like the idea I had of going to China for a while), she would not handle it at all. But I do get to see her this morning.

    I must admit I’m having a bit of a hard time this weekend. I’m confused about a few things and I really need to work things out. I just had my shrink appointment yesterday. I wish I had another one right away. I won’t see her again until Friday, although I can call her anytime. I was really depressed about a few things on Thursday and Lily the Pink Floyd took the time to listen.

    I made a stop at VS yesterday to cash in the free gift card they sent me.

    I am getting a bit nervous about my financial situation. The boat job is starting to dry up in terms of hours. But I have some ideas as to what to do.