Don't worry

• Posted by Meredith Newton October 9, 2006 Filed in Society Girl's Personal Blogs 938 views
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  I said I was confused. Yes, in some ways.

  But in other I never felt so alive.

  I haven’t been chained to my word processor like I have been recently. Besides my two history books which will be released about one every two years, I am doing more.

  I am also a fiction writer. I have two books there. The problem is they were written in a format other than those than can be read by current software. So, I have to rewrite them. That is actually good because I can edit and rewrite them as I go along. I haven’t has so much fun writing in ages. My favorite book is a series of short stories. Some of you have read these already. I love them.

  Trust me, I am fine. I just had to rethink a lot of things. I am NOT about to do something stupid, and I am so sober.

  Here’s the funny thing. I tried to find the local convenience store around here. Jen Jen told me how to get there. I have a natural sense of direction, but in my thoughts, where I was rewriting these stories in my head, I got lost in this town in which I just recently moved. She came and rescued me and I rewarded her with two packs of fags.

  I had a few bad days lately, to be sure. But the one thing is sure. I am moving forward. I also have Lexi.

  Last night, though, this one obnoxious captain was making fun of me, and others laughed. They didn’t know at first I heard it. When they found out they were quite sorry.

  My boss asked me if I would be available next season. That means I still have my job because they like me.

  I am fine. Really.