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  • 17 Sep 2004
    I'm sitting here dressed right now, the first I can do so much in a week.  I have my little turquoise skirt on - the one with the slit on the side - and it's crawling up me, so I'm showing a lot of leg right now.  Ah, the trampy look! A major source of my stress has been somewhat aleviated.  I'm far from out of the woods, but there is MUCH reason to hope right now, so I'm feeling better today.  Things at home were actually fine until a few days ago.  While there really was no row at all, it just wasn't the best either.  It's shaping up to be a decent weekend.  The weather is gorgeous, and what I would give to walk to the corner boutique like this right now and try on those wonderful outfits! Class was something else last night.  We started to discuss gender issues and I did a bit of talking about the TG community.  Needless to say, a major consensus among them was not favorable, but I did defend my sisters.  One girl (a GORGEOUS Creole girl - just stunning, sexy, you name it) made a comment that she could probably give head to a man better than a man (not quite in those words, but you get the drift).  I could tell every guy in the room wants her to do that to them!  I was able to hit the chatrooms at night for the first time in a long time and finally re-established contact with Tina Louise.  That was nice. Anyhow, enough rambling.  Have a great weekend!
    810 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • I'm sitting here dressed right now, the first I can do so much in a week.  I have my little turquoise skirt on - the one with the slit on the side - and it's crawling up me, so I'm showing a lot of leg right now.  Ah, the trampy look! A major source of my stress has been somewhat aleviated.  I'm far from out of the woods, but there is MUCH reason to hope right now, so I'm feeling better today.  Things at home were actually fine until a few days ago.  While there really was no row at all, it just wasn't the best either.  It's shaping up to be a decent weekend.  The weather is gorgeous, and what I would give to walk to the corner boutique like this right now and try on those wonderful outfits! Class was something else last night.  We started to discuss gender issues and I did a bit of talking about the TG community.  Needless to say, a major consensus among them was not favorable, but I did defend my sisters.  One girl (a GORGEOUS Creole girl - just stunning, sexy, you name it) made a comment that she could probably give head to a man better than a man (not quite in those words, but you get the drift).  I could tell every guy in the room wants her to do that to them!  I was able to hit the chatrooms at night for the first time in a long time and finally re-established contact with Tina Louise.  That was nice. Anyhow, enough rambling.  Have a great weekend!
    Sep 17, 2004 810
  • 16 Sep 2004
    Not really.  School was fine, but at home, well......let's just say someone (NOT me) was not in a good mood, woke up crabbing, didn't even say happy birthday until almost night, complained at dinnertime because I had some beer in the refrigerator (the nerve of me to enjoy one or two on my birthday), and was just generally not what I usually see on such a day. My gifts were nice, not that I wanted any, so I must say there was an effort. Today is my superlong day - 17 hours or so.  Wow. Thanks to all of you for your greetings.  I really appreciate it.
    769 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • Not really.  School was fine, but at home, well......let's just say someone (NOT me) was not in a good mood, woke up crabbing, didn't even say happy birthday until almost night, complained at dinnertime because I had some beer in the refrigerator (the nerve of me to enjoy one or two on my birthday), and was just generally not what I usually see on such a day. My gifts were nice, not that I wanted any, so I must say there was an effort. Today is my superlong day - 17 hours or so.  Wow. Thanks to all of you for your greetings.  I really appreciate it.
    Sep 16, 2004 769
  • 15 Sep 2004
    I'm showing them a movie on Hindu ascetics. Wild stuff. I love to see the looks on their faces as they see what some of these people do!  Well, I'm a ripe old 42 today. I don't ask for gifts, but I do know I'll get some at dinner tonight. I can pretty much guess I won't be receiving any skirts!  My daughter gave me some cute little handmade gifts this morning.  I just wish I could spend the day en femme. With a very long day tomorrow, I have to curb any partying tonight.  But I will have a few brews. I did some checking.  That one publisher is in fact pretty reputable, so I might just sign that contract sooner than later. Anyway, girls, take care.
    914 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • I'm showing them a movie on Hindu ascetics. Wild stuff. I love to see the looks on their faces as they see what some of these people do!  Well, I'm a ripe old 42 today. I don't ask for gifts, but I do know I'll get some at dinner tonight. I can pretty much guess I won't be receiving any skirts!  My daughter gave me some cute little handmade gifts this morning.  I just wish I could spend the day en femme. With a very long day tomorrow, I have to curb any partying tonight.  But I will have a few brews. I did some checking.  That one publisher is in fact pretty reputable, so I might just sign that contract sooner than later. Anyway, girls, take care.
    Sep 15, 2004 914
  • 13 Sep 2004
    I still get nervous whenever I go home after teaching, thinking there is going to be the worst news possible in my mailbox.  I go through it everyday. But what's getting me going now is a student, a beautful black girl with big boobs and a VERY low cut top.  Oh dear, how am I ever going to keep my eyes in my head????  I know  - I'll just visualize the sexy black lace panty I treated myself to this morning.  My birthday is in two days, so, hey, why not?
    800 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • I still get nervous whenever I go home after teaching, thinking there is going to be the worst news possible in my mailbox.  I go through it everyday. But what's getting me going now is a student, a beautful black girl with big boobs and a VERY low cut top.  Oh dear, how am I ever going to keep my eyes in my head????  I know  - I'll just visualize the sexy black lace panty I treated myself to this morning.  My birthday is in two days, so, hey, why not?
    Sep 13, 2004 800
  • 13 Sep 2004
    It's 7:05 here where I live. Those of you acros the pond are asleep by now.  I've had a lovely weekend.  It feels nice to feel like a person again and not a failure.  I haven't prepared my lectures for tomorrow because I know this stuff like the back of my hand and LOVE LOVE LOVE the topic! Tonight I'll relax in bed, listening to environmental sounds since they help me sleep.  I'm in bed, cuddled up, and gently falling asleep. Bless you all.  Good night.
    840 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • It's 7:05 here where I live. Those of you acros the pond are asleep by now.  I've had a lovely weekend.  It feels nice to feel like a person again and not a failure.  I haven't prepared my lectures for tomorrow because I know this stuff like the back of my hand and LOVE LOVE LOVE the topic! Tonight I'll relax in bed, listening to environmental sounds since they help me sleep.  I'm in bed, cuddled up, and gently falling asleep. Bless you all.  Good night.
    Sep 13, 2004 840
  • 10 Sep 2004
    Oh, what a day yesterday.  I had my morning class, then home to prepare for my 4-hour night class at that newest school - you remember, the one I've been bitching about?  The class is "Introduction to Popular American Culture," and what a great class it was last night!!!  One of the best "first" nights I ever had!  They think I'm insane, too (I say that a lot don't I?  Hmmmm....must be true). So I'm dead tired today since yesterday was an almost 18 hour day, which will continue for the next 4 weeks.  It taught me a little lesson about being grumpy since it looks like that new place is pretty cool.  Once again I jumped to conclusions.  One of our topics, by the way, will be gender roles and identity.  If only Meredith could make an appearance! That check I was waiting for came through.  That means we can finally get this program going to preserve what we have. I'm running around like a maniac, and I love every moment of it.  It's nice to have some money coming back in to start to pay off these debts that I caused due to my underemployment. Nena, to answer your question - OF COURSE YOU GET AN AUTOGRAPHED COPY!!!!!!  Right now the target publication date is 2005, so it might be a little while!  A QUESTION TO MY EUROPEAN GIRLFRIENDS: One of the comments made in the readings for my class was as to why people in the UK like American shows such as "The Simpsons."  I know Mariette loves "Buffy."  My first response is BECAUSE THEY LIKE THESE SHOWS YOU IDIOTS!!!!  But, girls, if you like these shows and have a special reason why could you please tell me?  It would come in handy. You all write me such beautiful messages and comments.  Thank you.  I don't want you to go another day without knowing how I feel about you all.  You are lifesavers.
    923 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • Oh, what a day yesterday.  I had my morning class, then home to prepare for my 4-hour night class at that newest school - you remember, the one I've been bitching about?  The class is "Introduction to Popular American Culture," and what a great class it was last night!!!  One of the best "first" nights I ever had!  They think I'm insane, too (I say that a lot don't I?  Hmmmm....must be true). So I'm dead tired today since yesterday was an almost 18 hour day, which will continue for the next 4 weeks.  It taught me a little lesson about being grumpy since it looks like that new place is pretty cool.  Once again I jumped to conclusions.  One of our topics, by the way, will be gender roles and identity.  If only Meredith could make an appearance! That check I was waiting for came through.  That means we can finally get this program going to preserve what we have. I'm running around like a maniac, and I love every moment of it.  It's nice to have some money coming back in to start to pay off these debts that I caused due to my underemployment. Nena, to answer your question - OF COURSE YOU GET AN AUTOGRAPHED COPY!!!!!!  Right now the target publication date is 2005, so it might be a little while!  A QUESTION TO MY EUROPEAN GIRLFRIENDS: One of the comments made in the readings for my class was as to why people in the UK like American shows such as "The Simpsons."  I know Mariette loves "Buffy."  My first response is BECAUSE THEY LIKE THESE SHOWS YOU IDIOTS!!!!  But, girls, if you like these shows and have a special reason why could you please tell me?  It would come in handy. You all write me such beautiful messages and comments.  Thank you.  I don't want you to go another day without knowing how I feel about you all.  You are lifesavers.
    Sep 10, 2004 923
  • 07 Sep 2004
    Girls, I received a letter and contract today.  The University Press of America wants to publish my book!  I'm both elated and a bit wary of it.  I have to get a pre-order of 100 copies, and I'm not teaching that many U.S. history courses where I could have them buy it.  Still, one way or another, I will finally have my book! Now all I have to do is stop fretting over everything else. I'm at my latest (third) school right now.  I have a meeting with the director in a moment and I have a feeling they're throwing another class at me.  Hey, I'll take it! Thank you all for your support.  I love you.
    792 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • Girls, I received a letter and contract today.  The University Press of America wants to publish my book!  I'm both elated and a bit wary of it.  I have to get a pre-order of 100 copies, and I'm not teaching that many U.S. history courses where I could have them buy it.  Still, one way or another, I will finally have my book! Now all I have to do is stop fretting over everything else. I'm at my latest (third) school right now.  I have a meeting with the director in a moment and I have a feeling they're throwing another class at me.  Hey, I'll take it! Thank you all for your support.  I love you.
    Sep 07, 2004 792
  • 07 Sep 2004
    Girls, All I do is bitch and moan here.  You don't know me. I wish I could make anyone happy.  My classes don't count.  I wish I could meet all of you.  I did reveal some negative sides to myself.  I think it's time I just left the world.  I'm rambling.  I hate me.  PLEASE DO NOT WRITE AND TELL ME NO!!!!  I love you all. I AM NOT looking for attention or for anyone to get me from jumping off the bridge.  Please refrain from the obligatory compliments.  Can I just get a kiss?
    779 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • Girls, All I do is bitch and moan here.  You don't know me. I wish I could make anyone happy.  My classes don't count.  I wish I could meet all of you.  I did reveal some negative sides to myself.  I think it's time I just left the world.  I'm rambling.  I hate me.  PLEASE DO NOT WRITE AND TELL ME NO!!!!  I love you all. I AM NOT looking for attention or for anyone to get me from jumping off the bridge.  Please refrain from the obligatory compliments.  Can I just get a kiss?
    Sep 07, 2004 779
  • 06 Sep 2004
    Fun
    Girls, I hope your TM turned out great.  I haven't read any latest blogs, so I don't know the details. Today we went to a faculty bbq at that school I just started at (not the "training" school).  It was a private party held by the director of humanities.  My wife and daughter were both a big hit. I felt good about myself, like I might actually be somebody. It's nice to feel important for a change.  We had a nice time.  My daughter just stole everyone's hearts.  Just wait until you see her.  Then tonight she was so excited because the first of her baby teeth is coming loose.  She's six! I'm going to stop blogging like this. I think it's time I got more creative.  Sorry to bore you all.
    887 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • Fun
    Girls, I hope your TM turned out great.  I haven't read any latest blogs, so I don't know the details. Today we went to a faculty bbq at that school I just started at (not the "training" school).  It was a private party held by the director of humanities.  My wife and daughter were both a big hit. I felt good about myself, like I might actually be somebody. It's nice to feel important for a change.  We had a nice time.  My daughter just stole everyone's hearts.  Just wait until you see her.  Then tonight she was so excited because the first of her baby teeth is coming loose.  She's six! I'm going to stop blogging like this. I think it's time I got more creative.  Sorry to bore you all.
    Sep 06, 2004 887
  • 03 Sep 2004
    Okay, leave the whining alone for now.... Yes, last night was the last night of "training," and it was actually somewhat interesting. I won't go into details, but rest assured I was my usual Anarchist self.  Before anyone can teach a course for them they have to fill out a course approval form.  Last night they gave me a list of courses they thought I could do, so today I filled out the first form.  Then, before sending it, they contacted me twice and upfront already offered me two really GREAT classes!  FINALLY something decent has happened!  I'll be busier than hell, but, DAMN, I LOVE IT!!!!!  Plus the income won't hurt, either!!!!  I still have to fill out the approval forms, although the classes are already mine.  It feels nice to be busy (for now) and making some money again. The one publisher asked me to do some work on the introduction to the book.  She's right, too.  It needs a little fine tuning.  My second school continues to roll, and we were invited to a private faculty BBQ on Sunday. Needless to say, I won't be wearing a mini! Things at home are a bit shaky though, and I had a upsetting dream about my marriage. But we'll talk and work it through. Today was the first day in a week that I could wear even a skirt.  Now as for panties, well, those are every day. I think I might time to wear something nice in the afternoon tomorrow. Good news for the moment.  Now I need to brace for the backlash.
    804 Posted by Meredith Newton
  • Okay, leave the whining alone for now.... Yes, last night was the last night of "training," and it was actually somewhat interesting. I won't go into details, but rest assured I was my usual Anarchist self.  Before anyone can teach a course for them they have to fill out a course approval form.  Last night they gave me a list of courses they thought I could do, so today I filled out the first form.  Then, before sending it, they contacted me twice and upfront already offered me two really GREAT classes!  FINALLY something decent has happened!  I'll be busier than hell, but, DAMN, I LOVE IT!!!!!  Plus the income won't hurt, either!!!!  I still have to fill out the approval forms, although the classes are already mine.  It feels nice to be busy (for now) and making some money again. The one publisher asked me to do some work on the introduction to the book.  She's right, too.  It needs a little fine tuning.  My second school continues to roll, and we were invited to a private faculty BBQ on Sunday. Needless to say, I won't be wearing a mini! Things at home are a bit shaky though, and I had a upsetting dream about my marriage. But we'll talk and work it through. Today was the first day in a week that I could wear even a skirt.  Now as for panties, well, those are every day. I think I might time to wear something nice in the afternoon tomorrow. Good news for the moment.  Now I need to brace for the backlash.
    Sep 03, 2004 804