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St. Peter don't call me cuz I can't go. .
I owe my soul to the company stoe. . T. Earnie Ford.
SIXTY FOE tomorrow. Wellll there goes that plan. .
I was not supposed to make it past 35, not my plan but HER's That's right i said HER. Never could get behind "father god" it just plain sounds wrong!!!
A LOT has happened in a lil over a year. . .
I found self hypnosis. Then a tape reinforcing the goal of 2014 would be the year that I would quit fooling around an come out in a really big way.
So in December 2014 I legally changed my name. yippie. In January of 2015 I got my name and gender marker changed on my drivers license! OH my. In March I changed my name with the Social Security System. Also changed my name and gender marker with the medical side of the Veterans Department. In Feb I signed a 'lease' with my new name and began my "RLT". I have been on HRT for years. In June of 2014 I increased dosage to 10 mg (im).
I got boobies now. giggle
Last week I was advised that i qualify for Oregon Heath Plan. Now the VA won't pay for any surgeries. They have drawn a line in the sand and there they be. Even though the President of The United States says that SRS is a right to all of the private HMO's and Insurance companies. Even states are paying for the surgeries. But not the VA. sigh
So it looks like I am doin an end run. I will get a consult for first surg by end of March. Heard a nasty rumor somewhere that breast augmentation requires a revisit in 5-12 years???
There are three area's i want to address. . .
FFS, a couple of tweeks to my face so I don't look so much like a guy in drag.
Breast Augmentation. What female doesn't want bigger boobies. Am now a b/c thinking about how nice it would be to step up to a d as i stand 5'10"?
and finally the plumbing. I have been living as a woman for a year. and sitting down to void is a real 'pain' meaning i have to redirect the hose. I'm thinking how nice it would be to not have to do that. I am worried about it though because I still do have a high sex drive. giggle
Even being on hormones I am still attracted to females. So on the one hand I want to keep the pipe. But lesbians want body parts. dang it. They want to eat too. On the other hand straight gals don't want their mates in drag? What did I do signing up for something like this?
I have had guys, i have had gals, but i have never had trans?
So i talked the VA out of 38 months of college to finish my degree in Sociology. Which i may take into a job with an agency as a Veteran service officer.
Or hang a shingle as a 'life coach' still in the planning stage that one. Best of all would be to win another 24 months of school for a master's degree.
It was just 14 years ago that I thought i had reached the end of the trail.
I looked around and said " is this all there is??" It just can't be.
My Goddess, (higher power) said. .just wait you have not seen anything yet.
Look at me now. wow who would have thunk it?? not me not in a million years.
The VA has taken a lot of bad rap lately. But they have done alright by me.
I don't have to pay for my meds they are free. I don't have to pay for my therapy it's free. I don't even have to pay for rent courtesy of the VA. But I do. All my rent comes back to me when I finish my program and it is a two year program so. .
I am a little mifft that they won't do the surg when everyone else will. sigh
So I guess that is about all that i want to blog about this time because. .
Laws of Attraction says be careful about what you put out cuz it will come back to you. So trying to keep the neg to a minumum.
Will write again soon depending on any feed back that i get over this one.
What is a blog anyway? I mean what is the purpose of a blog. To publish stuff?? or just to practice writing? It's a wonderment as the king said in the king and I cerca 1963.
