To transistion or not to tranistion that is the question?
I bring to my self the thoughts of doing so.
would i really benefit from either situation.
So in my life as a career ,i really dont have a base line to work much off of
I do not have much higher education(college).
what i do know and some time do well ,is set design and decoration for the motion picture industry.
now in this industry gender and sexual orienitation doesn,t really matter.
Straights and gays are heavy in this bussiness.
But in Texas ,this career Im known as being a male and how would it effect me career wise if i transitioned .Would I lose what client base that i did have when work did come around.
On the other hand I am also an actor. on the screen. Now if i transition my chances for parts in my genre of the motion picture bussiness will be almost nill
,not many women get lead /co star parts in westerns or films I been offered
Now as friendship/relation ship wise. most folks know me as Mitchel.l But the ones that know me also as Michelle .
Some say they perfer Mitchell over Michelle. Cause Michelle is very opinonated .(how the cow ate the cabbage) Mitchell is not(dosel) .
Now due to my bi genderness... Its a hardship having to deal with two differant (personalities)on a daily bassis
Some times as one person in body , wierd statemants ,ideas come out that is not in line with the gender of the body presented at the moment..
This causes confusion to most people I live around or have friendships with.
I have started dicussing this with my councelors . But the ones i have that are State apppointed ,and being paid by the state mental health district Because im now un employed and cant get help on my own .Are trying to make me decide on what"binary " side to choose it either be male or female by paying .m=My old ,me paying councel said i didnt have to .
Now..on the sexual orientation side of the spectrum .lt wont be much of a problem when that bridge come on down further down the road