So I talked with my father for a while today. From how he speaks he is one step away from disowning me. He does not support this, he does not like it, and he does not ever want to talk about it again. Figuring out how he would react, not a good idea. *hangs head* I feel like I let so many people down.
Heather Parker-Jones #1 I don't think you are letting anyone down. you talk write and share clean and eloquently. you are thinking of others and putting your ones needs to the side for others to feel well and accept you for who you are.
And just to tell you I just told my... more#1 I don't think you are letting anyone down. you talk write and share clean and eloquently. you are thinking of others and putting your ones needs to the side for others to feel well and accept you for who you are.
And just to tell you I just told my (well loose word) father about me this last week at 45 years old. he ignored me and my words and signed the e-mail to my son .... you just get though to some people and some come around later on. you have way more courage and happiness than I do. opps this is #2 sorry
Lorelei S.More coragous perhaps but thats more or less because of the bravery of the few who stood up earlier on and got us, like gays and lesbians, recognized, and in some cases protected and helped, by governing bodies. Happier, that's debatable considering I... moreMore coragous perhaps but thats more or less because of the bravery of the few who stood up earlier on and got us, like gays and lesbians, recognized, and in some cases protected and helped, by governing bodies. Happier, that's debatable considering I feel like my father is one step away from disowning me and I can't do anything or go anywhere without being seen as either a guy dressed up or a very very butch woman. On top of that I keep having to betray my personals order to do things like purchase alchohol... Thing would be so much simpler if I had been born a woman.
Heather Parker-Jones I think you have happiness with a cloud ( silver lining) and when you get your cloud to rain down and you feel the coolness of that time and look up and see your rainbow and your love reflect from your fiends and family, he might be mad but if he loves... moreI think you have happiness with a cloud ( silver lining) and when you get your cloud to rain down and you feel the coolness of that time and look up and see your rainbow and your love reflect from your fiends and family, he might be mad but if he loves you he will want to see you happy and well. you will just want to give your self a hug or a smiling cry. or some nice warm feeling and thoughts. the good things are the hardest to get to.
Lorelei S.Yes I am aware, and each weekend seems to get my father more upset with me ... I wonder what he will thing about my newest change... Pierced ears. Brand new ... Just a few hours old... And they tingle a little ... I am sure that's because they are only a... moreYes I am aware, and each weekend seems to get my father more upset with me ... I wonder what he will thing about my newest change... Pierced ears. Brand new ... Just a few hours old... And they tingle a little ... I am sure that's because they are only a few hours old and my body is still getting used to them. It's a little funny I was getting them in at the same time that a little girl was she was so cute about it till after they did it to her. Then her face instantly turned to horrified painful river of tears. The. She sat and watched them do it to me. I betrayed the macho male persona I had been showing since losing my job this morning, and cried for the little girl. To tell the truth it does hurt a little when its happening but just like allergy shots and other stuff like that the majority of the pain was gone in a heartbeat or two. Now it's just the unconfortabilty of something new there. Which is funny because my earlobes have been feeling funny for weeks now and I just got the earrings. I hope my ears will return to normal but I guess this means I can't wear big stuff over my ears for a little while good thing I lost my job that required me to wear earmuffs for the noisy work area.
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