Be still my beating heart

Pip couldn’t have visited at a better time. Turning people’s worlds upside-down is quite exhausting, and for a few precious hours the mad world spinning around me seemed to stop turning. Time standing still, nothing else matters, just me and my sweet, my friend, my soul mate, my love.

Nothing could have helped me more at this time; I’m so lucky, and so happy to have such a companion. You know how I feel Pip, I don’t think it can be put into words, but you know how it is. Thanks a million babe, thank you more than I can say for being yourself and for being with me. Your love makes me stronger, and you are a very special person.

Now I must contact my dad again to arrange a get-together; we have so much to discuss. I’d like to think that deep down he knows what this really means to me, he knows how I cannot function by the old establishment rules on which he was brought up. And in time I hope he will come to understand that all this is nothing more than my true nature showing through. It is nothing more than the right thing to do, the only way I can ever go forward. I have reached a crossroads in my life, and now I must either bloom or perish.

It would seem that spring is in the air. Time to bloom.

xx