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I have now been taking oestrogen for five years and one day, seemed like a bit of a milestone, so… It’s going, kind of how I expected I guess. My breasts have been feeling a bit tender again recently so maybe I’m just starting on another growth splurge. I think development stops and starts a bit, but overall it’s so slow that you hardly notice it. I’m happily filling an A cup now though (was double-A for about 3 and a half years) and even have a few B-cup bra’s that don’t look too silly. I still have a way to go I believe, before breast development will cease, and don’t fret about it, in fact I think my modest boobs are kind of cute, big enough to not be embarrassed about them in changing rooms, or on the nudist beach. Generally I still feel… great. That was the other big thing I noticed pretty quickly with oestrogen; that ennui, the male moodiness, a certain je ne sais quoi, has never reappeared. I know a lot of guys who I’m sure would be much happier, and much nicer people if they took a small dose of oestrogen! Anyway… I’m off on holiday again soon so me and Gillian went shopping yesterday to get kitted out, she needing more clothes than I do. I really must get selling stuff on ebay; I am running out of space. And I must stop going on shopping trips, but Gillian pleaded with me to come so how could I refuse. Of course I ended up buying more stuff than her… I am soooo bad. So after shopping we went out for dinner, and that’s my idea of a perfect girly day. Shop shop shop, eat, drink. What more could a girl want? Oh yeah, sex, it’s been a while, forgot about that. Maybe in Jamaica, just over 3 weeks to go, yayyy. I bought a red top! "Yeah… so..?" I have never bought anything red, I dunno know why, I’ve just never been sure about it. But we found this nice, casual knitted top, a bit see through, Gilly tried it on first, she’s a bit bigger than me, in all directions, and was well and truly pissed off when I tried it and it fitted me perfectly, and to my surprise, looked great. Found a red bra in the sale at TK Maxx which works great with it, the black bra underneath was a bit tarty, having a same colour bra just gives it a suggestion of seductiveness, rather than total tart. My mum’ll be horrified reading this, "See through top?!" but it’s not that bad mum, honest, it’s nice really, in a casual, but red, sort of way. Anyway it’s a first for me. It’s only taken me 16 years (since I really started buying clothes for myself) to buy something red. I think it goes well with my blonde hair, I could be converted (must do my roots though). Gilly is having a Halloween party tomorrow night. I have a bag of eyeballs for her. Not sure what I will wear yet. Probably my raggedy black dress with black shawl, and accessorise with my Christian Dior broomstick. Happy Halloween, guys and ghouls. xx
