Good news and bad news

• Posted by Kris McKinley August 31, 2016 #trans ftm religion  1,074 views
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  How's everybody doing today(night)? I just felt like blogging and thought I'd share that I finally got myself to practice driving and get comfortable behind the wheel of a car. I actually steered better than I thought I would so I'm hoping it just gets easier from here. If you read my recent blogs, you'll know how nervous I was about driving so I'm just glad that I actually got behind the wheel at all lol. So that's the good news.

  The bad news is even though I thought my mom was on board with me being trans... Well, I'm still getting arguments that are making me feel guilty. I recently brought up to her how I feel so backstabbed and how easy it would've been for God to have made me the right gender if he could do no wrong and her reply was along the lines of since I said that I think I know better than God... Talks like these make it all the more difficult to stay a Christian in all honesty (just saying). If anything, all I meant was I'd really like some answers.

  Something I've wondered from a Christian point of view: Was I born a female (even though I should've been male) just to test my faith?

  Sorry to bring this up again, but I just had to let that out along with the good news because it just seems a one step forward and two steps back sort of thing sometimes.