Why????

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    why is it when there's something that you've waited so long for, that it's over so bl**dy quick. I'm sat here at my PC, cos i have literally cried non-stop since Charllet left this morning, after spending a truly romantic week here with me.....am i a soppy mare or what!

    The Week really could not have gone any better than it did i can tell ya. I was a bag of nerves waiting for her train to arrive last thursday. Once  she stepped onto the platform and i saw her....well, the old water works started. Just as well i came prepared with tissues cos i knew i'd need them BIG-TIME!. We had a fantastic time, getting out EVERY day & just doin the normal girly things like shoppin...etc.I got heaps of new piccies taken too, some of which i'll be puttin in trannypix so you can all see em.I even got to sample some of charllet's cookin too and it was  mmmmmmmmmm! She does a mean pasta,tomato & sausage dish i can tell you. When out,there were loads more people that noticed us, & i for one have never been as proud to be out & to be seen out with charllet cos i love her so very much. I hardly slept at all last night cos i knew just how tough today was going to be & i was proved right. It broke my heart to watch the train pull away this morning & i stood on the platform watchin til the train was out of sight. I suppose my tears were a mixture of sad & happy.....sad that she had to leave, to return home to Cumnock where her family is, Happy in so much as we had a a truly fantastic time together doin everything we wanted to do & so much more besides. This week really has brought home one thing to me and that's just HOW much i love charllet & want to spend the rest of my life with her. We'll just have to wait and see if it happens,but i tell you i will be crossing absolutely everything cos at last i truly have found the love of my life and i have NEVER been so happy........