so sad

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    Why is it that parting is SUCH a hard thing to do when you love someone so much. I'm askin that cos since 7.51 am this morning i have been in a dreadful state. Why??....cos after a truly fantastic week together,Charllet ( my lovebug) left lowestoft to make the long trip back home to cumnock. Last night i was tryin my best to block things out but the harder i tried the worse it became to try & hold myself together. This morning i purposely didn't do any make up cos i knew what i'd be like.....and i was right. Floods of tears, a mix of sad & happy. Sad that she had to leave me but Happy that we'd had a truly romantic time together at tx and after, and that i'd looked after her whilst she was here. It'll take a few hours for me to get myself together but i will get there eventually. I will be waitng for ONE certain phone call this evening to say she's arrived home safely. Then,just maybe a smile will re-appear on my face once more.