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I thought it was about time i blogged again so here goes.....
A few things have happened in the last few weeks to make me happy. I've had the new PC for a while & tis much better than the old one cos there's that much more i can do with it....& i can noe get into TW chat, which i've missed but noe i have the probs sorted out.In just over a week i'll have charllet(Lovebug) comin down to stay with me a week before christmas & that something i am really lookin forward to cos although it's been mid-Sept since i last saw her it just feels so much LONGER since she was last here. We're even gonna have our very own christmas dinner while she's here.....turkey & all the trimmings ..& YES i am gonna cook it myself which'll be fun.
But talkin of christmas, i have now made my plans but they're not exactly ideal but under the circumstances they could be worse. Christmas day itself, i normally would go round to mums but tis gonna be different this year cos i want a day where i can be me 100%. My Dad's STILL not ready to have me at his house fully "femme", which is a bit of a pain but he's finding it hard to come to terms with things but he's gettin there. so on christmas eve Mum & dad are comin round for drinks to make up for me missin out on xmas day. This will be the VERY first time he'll have seen me fully "femme"which will be a BIG step for both of us but i am sure we'll cope fine. Better not have too much to drink cos i'm goin to the midnight mass at the church right opposite my house....i guess i'll just HAVE to make up for it when i get back home won't i? i know the day's gonna be hard for both me & mum but i've wanted my first femme xmas for so long & now i'm finally gonna get it i feel so good inside. BUT i will have mum comin round on boxing day for the whole day which will be nice for the both of us but while we're doin our thing, i will most certainly be raising a glass or 3 to our Dearly loved & Missed rebecca cos she was taken from us far too young but i have a feeling that she'll be watching over ALL of us wherever we are & whoever we're with.....
