yet ANOTHER kick in the teeth & it hurts

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    Just how many more kicks am i expected to take?. The Job i went after, i really did think i was in with a great chance of getting moved onto the next stage today, with the second interviews for those who got that far. There were 5 including me & we were called in one by one, to answer a few more questions before the final decision was taken on who was going to get the 2 jobs on offer. I thought that with them knowing how i work & what i could do, that i'd be one of the two that would be successful.....but i wasn't & i felt so let down cos i'd put 100% into getting the job but it just wasn't enough. To make matters worse, i hadto sit at my desk & watch them go in one by one. I just had a funny feeling about today & sadly i was proved right.

    My trial period's up in a few weeks but i got no chance of gettin F/T work there cos if i can't even get a PART time job there then what chance have i got? Will just have to keep giving 100% to the job until the 19th Oct & then i can walk out with my head high knowing that despite a kick in the teeth, i have given all the effort i could to make a real go of things.....and that i can feel rightly proud of what i have achieved in the last 3 months.

    Now SOD work...........where's the bottle of wine i got here somewhere? lol