christmas hopes & dreams

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    Christmas isn't that far away now....less than 2 weeks, but for me this year's going to be extra special for lots of reasons. Christmas 2006 wasn't a very nice one for me as i had to spend the big day on my own, due to the fact my dad wasn't ready to have me at his house fully femme which to be honest didnt surprise me. Don't get me wrong, he wasn't bein unpleasant......at the time he was just finding it hard to accept me. The Day its self wasnt too bad  but still not the same as being with my family.

    THIS year is going to be VERY different as i have been invited round for christmas dinner!!. They ( mum & dad) were talking a month or so back & decided to ask me to come on christmas day as me 100%. I Cannot tell you how much this means to me because it finally feels like he's accepted me for who i am.My Brothers i haven't seen for almost a year & its gonna be so good to see them again & catch up with what they've been doing. The Person who's looking forward to it most of ALL is my mum cos she honestly thought we'd never be all together as a family for christmas. This is gonna be her bestest EVER pressie having us all together at this special time of year......it's gonna be MAGIC!