Anna-Marie Trindall 's Entries

• 29 Dec 2005
  What a year.....first of many!

  Well it's soon come round again, who'd have thought that this time last year i was preparing to live F/T femme. It has certainly been an eventful year for me in several ways, but things could not have started off any worse than they did. In my old house i was very happy until, over a period of a few months i'd had every single window broken cos of some mindless thugs with nothin better to do than throw bricks and stones at my windows, and my landlord at the time being a total ****** (steady on girl that wasn't ladylike). But since those dark days in early feb/mar, things have got steadily better for me in that i moved into a new place in may and i am very happy living here cos the neighbours are all great. June saw me go up to manchester for "sparkle", which was SUCH a blast in more ways than one specially when we hit canal st on the fri/sat....the place was BUZZIN!! It was just something you had to be  there to experience.Then July i had the party at my place for christina,Clair & Deanna who are the BEST friends a girl could have wished for. It was the first time i had met Deanna since her narrow escape from the kings cross tube train which was bombed. But from august onwards a certain girl started to come into my life more and more. I wasn't sure how she felt about me,cos i was fallin for her in a big way. Imagine my Sheer joy & happiness when i found out she felt the same way as i did. Since then she's made the long trip down from Cumnock,in scotland to be with me.....and she'll be back here in a few weeks time too. Her name( if you haven't already guessed) is Miss Charllet Michelle Gelllar...otherwise known as my little love bug.In June next year she will be accompanying me to "sparkle" which will be an honour i can tell ya.Then before long christmas had rolled round.....going xmas shoppin en femme was such fun, bein out when all the christmas lights were on was a lovely feeling...just wish i had charllet with me as she'd love it(maybe next year eh?). The christmas midnight mass service i attended was the most amazing thing i've ever done & i am so glad i did cos i got to say three little prayers.....one for charllet, one for my good friend Deanna....and one for ALL at TW,without which i'd be lost cos the friendship i've had there over this year really has helped to turn around what had started off so dreadfully, but turned out to be a year i'll not forget in a hurry.I tell you,if i had to do it all again i would do without question.So thats one year down and countless more to come.To The BEST web mistress ANYWHERE on the web, and ALL you lovely girls Here at sweet home TRANNYWEB.....HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!!!!!....... 

  904 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
• By Anna-Marie Trindall

  What a year.....first of many!

  Well it's soon come round again, who'd have thought that this time last year i was preparing to live F/T femme. It has certainly been an eventful year for me in several ways, but things could not have started off any worse than they did. In my old house i was very happy until, over a period of a few months i'd had every single window broken cos of some mindless thugs with nothin better to do than throw bricks and stones at my windows, and my landlord at the time being a total ****** (steady on girl that wasn't ladylike). But since those dark days in early feb/mar, things have got steadily better for me in that i moved into a new place in may and i am very happy living here cos the neighbours are all great. June saw me go up to manchester for "sparkle", which was SUCH a blast in more ways than one specially when we hit canal st on the fri/sat....the place was BUZZIN!! It was just something you had to be  there to experience.Then July i had the party at my place for christina,Clair & Deanna who are the BEST friends a girl could have wished for. It was the first time i had met Deanna since her narrow escape from the kings cross tube train which was bombed. But from august onwards a certain girl started to come into my life more and more. I wasn't sure how she felt about me,cos i was fallin for her in a big way. Imagine my Sheer joy & happiness when i found out she felt the same way as i did. Since then she's made the long trip down from Cumnock,in scotland to be with me.....and she'll be back here in a few weeks time too. Her name( if you haven't already guessed) is Miss Charllet Michelle Gelllar...otherwise known as my little love bug.In June next year she will be accompanying me to "sparkle" which will be an honour i can tell ya.Then before long christmas had rolled round.....going xmas shoppin en femme was such fun, bein out when all the christmas lights were on was a lovely feeling...just wish i had charllet with me as she'd love it(maybe next year eh?). The christmas midnight mass service i attended was the most amazing thing i've ever done & i am so glad i did cos i got to say three little prayers.....one for charllet, one for my good friend Deanna....and one for ALL at TW,without which i'd be lost cos the friendship i've had there over this year really has helped to turn around what had started off so dreadfully, but turned out to be a year i'll not forget in a hurry.I tell you,if i had to do it all again i would do without question.So thats one year down and countless more to come.To The BEST web mistress ANYWHERE on the web, and ALL you lovely girls Here at sweet home TRANNYWEB.....HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!!!!!....... 

  Dec 29, 2005 904
• 28 Dec 2005
  Happy new Year!!!

  I'd Just like to take the chance if i dont blog again before NYE, to wish everyone.....and i mean EVERYONE on t-web wherever you are around the world a very happy 2006. Hope the new year brings you all that you're looking for! Happy 2006 also, to a certain girl from cumnock, in scotland who i've fallen quite literally head over heels in love with over the last few months.I''m so happy and i am glad i've been able to share this witth you all.Her name...if you had not already guessed is Miss Charllet Michelle Gellar and i just love her so very much. HAPPY 2006 TO ALL!!!

  920 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
• By Anna-Marie Trindall

  Happy new Year!!!

  I'd Just like to take the chance if i dont blog again before NYE, to wish everyone.....and i mean EVERYONE on t-web wherever you are around the world a very happy 2006. Hope the new year brings you all that you're looking for! Happy 2006 also, to a certain girl from cumnock, in scotland who i've fallen quite literally head over heels in love with over the last few months.I''m so happy and i am glad i've been able to share this witth you all.Her name...if you had not already guessed is Miss Charllet Michelle Gellar and i just love her so very much. HAPPY 2006 TO ALL!!!

  Dec 28, 2005 920
• 25 Dec 2005
  a VERY interesting night.......

  Well, i have had a very interesting night, as i had decided to attend the midnight mass/carol service at the church across the road from my house. I was rather nervous but i need not have been cos i was made to feel welcome which was nice. Whilst  there i did say a prayer or too....one for charllet,whom i love so very much, one for my dear friend Meredith, who's goin through a really tough time right now....and one for all and i mean ALL us lovely girls here on t-web cos we deserve it!. The service itself was very good, even my awful singing was drowned out so i did'nt feel too bad..hehehe.The one thing that did get to me was at the end of the service where everyone was wishing everyone else a merry xmas, shaking hands and the like. I just kept myself to myself like i always do, but i found that peeps were wanting to shake my hand which was nice. I did'nt think that there would be many peeps there but the church was full to bursting point i can tell you( they were even stood in the aisles as well......what a start to my first of many girly christmases, with the lovely charllet by my side eh?....mmmmmmmmmmmm!

  968 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
• By Anna-Marie Trindall

  a VERY interesting night.......

  Well, i have had a very interesting night, as i had decided to attend the midnight mass/carol service at the church across the road from my house. I was rather nervous but i need not have been cos i was made to feel welcome which was nice. Whilst  there i did say a prayer or too....one for charllet,whom i love so very much, one for my dear friend Meredith, who's goin through a really tough time right now....and one for all and i mean ALL us lovely girls here on t-web cos we deserve it!. The service itself was very good, even my awful singing was drowned out so i did'nt feel too bad..hehehe.The one thing that did get to me was at the end of the service where everyone was wishing everyone else a merry xmas, shaking hands and the like. I just kept myself to myself like i always do, but i found that peeps were wanting to shake my hand which was nice. I did'nt think that there would be many peeps there but the church was full to bursting point i can tell you( they were even stood in the aisles as well......what a start to my first of many girly christmases, with the lovely charllet by my side eh?....mmmmmmmmmmmm!

  Dec 25, 2005 968
• 22 Dec 2005
  a VERY interesting day.......

  I had a  rather interesting day yesterday. My friend caroline popped up on yahoo IM tuesday night to ask if i was up to anything on wednesday to which i replied no." i fancy comin over to see you" she said.....so she did. She arrived just after mid-day, and we had a coffee before heading into town to find a decent pub for lunch. That was fun i can tell you,as some bloke had a right old gawp at me so i thought " right you b*gger i'm gonna have fun with you"....so as he passed me i blew him a kiss and you SHOULD have seen his face....it was brill. Found a nice place,went in and sat down with a drink whilst caroline ordered for both of us.......peppered steak,chips,salad etc. I'd gone up to the bar and there were peeps sitting at it so up i went,without a care in the world and got aonther drink and sat down again, it was as if everyones eyes were on stalks cos as i passed,all the heads turned.....i just smiled to myself & said "good girl". We stayed there chatting til gone 3pm before comin home to sit and chat for a while before caz had to get off home as she had a 2 hr trip back to cambridge. So all in all we both had such a good time catching up with each others news! Thils'll prpbably be my last blog post before christmas so i would like to wish everyone on TW...and i mean EVERYONE a very merry xmas & a happy 2006,& i hope you all get what you want........lots of girly goodies!

  938 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
• By Anna-Marie Trindall

  a VERY interesting day.......

  I had a  rather interesting day yesterday. My friend caroline popped up on yahoo IM tuesday night to ask if i was up to anything on wednesday to which i replied no." i fancy comin over to see you" she said.....so she did. She arrived just after mid-day, and we had a coffee before heading into town to find a decent pub for lunch. That was fun i can tell you,as some bloke had a right old gawp at me so i thought " right you b*gger i'm gonna have fun with you"....so as he passed me i blew him a kiss and you SHOULD have seen his face....it was brill. Found a nice place,went in and sat down with a drink whilst caroline ordered for both of us.......peppered steak,chips,salad etc. I'd gone up to the bar and there were peeps sitting at it so up i went,without a care in the world and got aonther drink and sat down again, it was as if everyones eyes were on stalks cos as i passed,all the heads turned.....i just smiled to myself & said "good girl". We stayed there chatting til gone 3pm before comin home to sit and chat for a while before caz had to get off home as she had a 2 hr trip back to cambridge. So all in all we both had such a good time catching up with each others news! Thils'll prpbably be my last blog post before christmas so i would like to wish everyone on TW...and i mean EVERYONE a very merry xmas & a happy 2006,& i hope you all get what you want........lots of girly goodies!

  Dec 22, 2005 938
• 10 Dec 2005
  the HAPPIEST girl in the whole world......

  Thought it was about time i blogged again cos i haven't since november..so here goes. Nothing much has happened since i last blogged, but it did this morning. I recieved my goodies from charllet, through the post this morning and when i opened the package....well, i was speechless!!(anyone who laughs will get a slap). Inside was the most gorgeous card and several CD's. I played one CD and i have to tell you it made me cry BIG-TIME!!. What really got to me was the fact that charllet(love ya huni) had put a message at the start & finish of it....that and the fact she'd put  our special song on it as well. The song in question was called " amazed" by a band called lonestar. The words of the song summed up SO pefectly, just how much love i feel for charllet & her me. This year it's like we're both gettin 2 christmases, cos she's coming down again in January and i for one simply cannot wait to have her here so that we can both unwrap our goodies together......what could be more romantic than that eh!.....

  995 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
• By Anna-Marie Trindall

  the HAPPIEST girl in the whole world......

  Thought it was about time i blogged again cos i haven't since november..so here goes. Nothing much has happened since i last blogged, but it did this morning. I recieved my goodies from charllet, through the post this morning and when i opened the package....well, i was speechless!!(anyone who laughs will get a slap). Inside was the most gorgeous card and several CD's. I played one CD and i have to tell you it made me cry BIG-TIME!!. What really got to me was the fact that charllet(love ya huni) had put a message at the start & finish of it....that and the fact she'd put  our special song on it as well. The song in question was called " amazed" by a band called lonestar. The words of the song summed up SO pefectly, just how much love i feel for charllet & her me. This year it's like we're both gettin 2 christmases, cos she's coming down again in January and i for one simply cannot wait to have her here so that we can both unwrap our goodies together......what could be more romantic than that eh!.....

  Dec 10, 2005 995
• 23 Nov 2005
  soon be back......

  Well it won't be long now til  i can get into TW chat again and i can't tell you how happy i will be. I finally have my new PC installed and working now, AOL loaded onto it too as well as my yahoo messenger. All i have to do now is go to the java website and download the software i need to access the TW chatroom. Once i have that i'll be all set! just imagine the looks on certain peeps faces when i pop up out of nowhere! it's a case now of......watch this space,ladies xxxx

  958 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
• By Anna-Marie Trindall

  soon be back......

  Well it won't be long now til  i can get into TW chat again and i can't tell you how happy i will be. I finally have my new PC installed and working now, AOL loaded onto it too as well as my yahoo messenger. All i have to do now is go to the java website and download the software i need to access the TW chatroom. Once i have that i'll be all set! just imagine the looks on certain peeps faces when i pop up out of nowhere! it's a case now of......watch this space,ladies xxxx

  Nov 23, 2005 958
• 15 Nov 2005
  The greatest love of all.......

  Well i've stopped crying for the moment so here goes.... What a truly romantic weekend i have just had, startin on thursday when waiting for charllets train to arrive.I was rather nervous, stood waiting on the platform but need'nt have been. There were a few tears in my eyes when i first saw her,as i gave her a hug. We got Back to mine soon after 6 and spent the entire evening chattin away til gone midnight & aided by a  chilled bottle of wine. Friday after brekkie,we decided to take a walk out so i could show charllet lowestofts good bits. Had a wander down the main street, stopping for a coffee as well which was nice. What i didn't realise was that it was charllet's first time "out"anywhere!!. for a first time she did brilliantly. Home around mid-afternoon,more chatting before i got dinner on the go,doing my speciality sausage casserole...mmmmmmm. Spent rest of the evening watching telly and chatting, before bed around 1 am.  Got out again saturday morning again....shopping this time.There were loads more peeps about which was great fun.Even had lunch out too which was brill!!.Home around 3 -ish, cos we were off out for a meal later that evening. Got ourselves all done up cos the cab arrived around 6-45, dropped off outside restaurant soon after....the cab driver even said "have a good evening" too which was nice of him. The place was quiet when we arrived but soon filled up. It was such an honour to dine out with a wonderful girl like charllet. there were 2 young girls..couldn't have been any more than 7 or 8 and they looked at the 2 of us so i smiled back.Got Cab home and spent rest of the evening in front of the telly, both feelin totally stuffed!! Sunday for me was the best day cos we both attended the Rememberance service in Lowestoft. We  did get a few looks but i didn't care cos i was with the girl i loved so very much.After the service,we even had coffee in a rather posh hotel......even got called ladies too!!. More shopping after that which was great fun cos charllet got what she wanted and me......i got another pair of heels in evans, in their sale for £7.00....YES £7.00!!. How good was that eh. Home soon after, when i got dinner ready....chicken,new pots, veggies and yorkie's too. even had help with the dryin up too. Then spent rest of evening natterin away just like us girls do,don't we? After brekkie on monday we got out again, mainly to take a few piccies as evidence & so we had something to remember things by. I even introduced charllet to my goood friend glenys, who works in our library.Guess what.....she thinks Charllet is really nice!! Home mid afternoon, cos we both had things to do, and we needed an early night too.This morning was the hardest morning i have ever had cos we were up early as charllet 's train was leaving at 07.58. both of us hardly slept at all and couldn't manage brekkie either. We stood on that platform sharin a last big hug & kiss before it was time for her to leave. By this time i was in floods of tears cos i just did'nt want it to end. The Hardest part was for me, watchin til the train went out of sight and i was left all alone, sobbing my heart out. it did take me a while to calm down, which i eventually did. I went to Mcdonalds for A coffee, only to start sobbin again cos the new "westlife" song was playin on the radio.After that i got myself off home to try and re-compose myself which i've only just been able to do. As i'm sat here typin now i can still feel her presence, and her arms hugging & caressing me all over. I finally feel that i have met someone who feels the same way about me as i do about her and i've never been happier. Charlllet sweetie, if you're reading this....thankyou SO much for a truly romantic weekend, it was all i'd ever hoped for .and SO much more besides. From the bottom of my heart darling I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH & ALWAYS WILL..LOL BIG H&K XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

  929 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
• By Anna-Marie Trindall

  The greatest love of all.......

  Well i've stopped crying for the moment so here goes.... What a truly romantic weekend i have just had, startin on thursday when waiting for charllets train to arrive.I was rather nervous, stood waiting on the platform but need'nt have been. There were a few tears in my eyes when i first saw her,as i gave her a hug. We got Back to mine soon after 6 and spent the entire evening chattin away til gone midnight & aided by a  chilled bottle of wine. Friday after brekkie,we decided to take a walk out so i could show charllet lowestofts good bits. Had a wander down the main street, stopping for a coffee as well which was nice. What i didn't realise was that it was charllet's first time "out"anywhere!!. for a first time she did brilliantly. Home around mid-afternoon,more chatting before i got dinner on the go,doing my speciality sausage casserole...mmmmmmm. Spent rest of the evening watching telly and chatting, before bed around 1 am.  Got out again saturday morning again....shopping this time.There were loads more peeps about which was great fun.Even had lunch out too which was brill!!.Home around 3 -ish, cos we were off out for a meal later that evening. Got ourselves all done up cos the cab arrived around 6-45, dropped off outside restaurant soon after....the cab driver even said "have a good evening" too which was nice of him. The place was quiet when we arrived but soon filled up. It was such an honour to dine out with a wonderful girl like charllet. there were 2 young girls..couldn't have been any more than 7 or 8 and they looked at the 2 of us so i smiled back.Got Cab home and spent rest of the evening in front of the telly, both feelin totally stuffed!! Sunday for me was the best day cos we both attended the Rememberance service in Lowestoft. We  did get a few looks but i didn't care cos i was with the girl i loved so very much.After the service,we even had coffee in a rather posh hotel......even got called ladies too!!. More shopping after that which was great fun cos charllet got what she wanted and me......i got another pair of heels in evans, in their sale for £7.00....YES £7.00!!. How good was that eh. Home soon after, when i got dinner ready....chicken,new pots, veggies and yorkie's too. even had help with the dryin up too. Then spent rest of evening natterin away just like us girls do,don't we? After brekkie on monday we got out again, mainly to take a few piccies as evidence & so we had something to remember things by. I even introduced charllet to my goood friend glenys, who works in our library.Guess what.....she thinks Charllet is really nice!! Home mid afternoon, cos we both had things to do, and we needed an early night too.This morning was the hardest morning i have ever had cos we were up early as charllet 's train was leaving at 07.58. both of us hardly slept at all and couldn't manage brekkie either. We stood on that platform sharin a last big hug & kiss before it was time for her to leave. By this time i was in floods of tears cos i just did'nt want it to end. The Hardest part was for me, watchin til the train went out of sight and i was left all alone, sobbing my heart out. it did take me a while to calm down, which i eventually did. I went to Mcdonalds for A coffee, only to start sobbin again cos the new "westlife" song was playin on the radio.After that i got myself off home to try and re-compose myself which i've only just been able to do. As i'm sat here typin now i can still feel her presence, and her arms hugging & caressing me all over. I finally feel that i have met someone who feels the same way about me as i do about her and i've never been happier. Charlllet sweetie, if you're reading this....thankyou SO much for a truly romantic weekend, it was all i'd ever hoped for .and SO much more besides. From the bottom of my heart darling I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH & ALWAYS WILL..LOL BIG H&K XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

  Nov 15, 2005 929
• 03 Nov 2005
  one week & counting......

  One week & counting......well that's what the title says anyway. This time next week i will be meeting the wonderful charllet for the very first time, and i simply cannot wait. I'm getting butterflies now so god knows what i will be like in a weeks time...i reckon charllet's feeling the same way too! I have so much planned for when she's here with me. We are off out for a romantic meal on the saturday night, just the two of us which'll be sooooo nice cos i get to spoil the sister i love so dearly. I daresay there will be a few pics taken too so watch this space......

  941 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
• By Anna-Marie Trindall

  one week & counting......

  One week & counting......well that's what the title says anyway. This time next week i will be meeting the wonderful charllet for the very first time, and i simply cannot wait. I'm getting butterflies now so god knows what i will be like in a weeks time...i reckon charllet's feeling the same way too! I have so much planned for when she's here with me. We are off out for a romantic meal on the saturday night, just the two of us which'll be sooooo nice cos i get to spoil the sister i love so dearly. I daresay there will be a few pics taken too so watch this space......

  Nov 03, 2005 941
• 29 Oct 2005
  not again......

  I'm feeling pretty fed up at the moment and shall i tell you why? Well, i'd gone after a job recently at our local job centre and i was quite confident of getting it too. I had a letter in the post this morning saying..." you have been unsucessful.....", i couldn't believe it! This is the third time it's happened here , that i've had the briefing,passed all the selection tests and had the interview (doing well EVERY time), yet every single time i've failed to land the job. The Damn letter doesn't even tell me where i went wrong, it wasn't even signed either it was just the bog-standard letter. I know i shouldn't think like this but can you blame me...i reckon that i may well have been discriminated against cos i'm TG. Once or even twice i could accept, but to go through things 3 times with the same damn results every time.They are not supposed to discriminate on the gruonds of gender, but could they have done it this time? One things for sure, if any more jobs do come up there i sure as hell aint going after them, only for it to happen again. They can get lost cos they're not getting me again...they've had their chance and they've blown it.Oh well....back to the drawing board and try again i guess. What is it they normally say at a time like this...c'est la vie, sh*t happens.well i know it's summat like that.

  981 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
• By Anna-Marie Trindall

  not again......

  I'm feeling pretty fed up at the moment and shall i tell you why? Well, i'd gone after a job recently at our local job centre and i was quite confident of getting it too. I had a letter in the post this morning saying..." you have been unsucessful.....", i couldn't believe it! This is the third time it's happened here , that i've had the briefing,passed all the selection tests and had the interview (doing well EVERY time), yet every single time i've failed to land the job. The Damn letter doesn't even tell me where i went wrong, it wasn't even signed either it was just the bog-standard letter. I know i shouldn't think like this but can you blame me...i reckon that i may well have been discriminated against cos i'm TG. Once or even twice i could accept, but to go through things 3 times with the same damn results every time.They are not supposed to discriminate on the gruonds of gender, but could they have done it this time? One things for sure, if any more jobs do come up there i sure as hell aint going after them, only for it to happen again. They can get lost cos they're not getting me again...they've had their chance and they've blown it.Oh well....back to the drawing board and try again i guess. What is it they normally say at a time like this...c'est la vie, sh*t happens.well i know it's summat like that.

  Oct 29, 2005 981
• 28 Oct 2005
  This girl will NOT be beaten.......

  Well....i'm certainly feeling a bit happier now i've had chance to calm down & take stock of my current situation. What has been so very touching for me is seeing all the lovely comments left on my last blog  post. Thankyou so much girls, it's given me new,renewed  hope for what lies ahead. Lucy hunni, i really have asked everybody i can think of to see if someone can loan me £60 but i've had no joy.I Still have one option open that i can try. I have someone from a group called " suffolk ACRE" coming to see me soon. Now they advise on all manner of things, and when i  told them what i was planning to do they reckoned i should be able to get some assistance with my "social enterprise"(as they put it). So i'll just have to wait and see what they can do for me  As for the counselling thing, i'll just have to put things on hold for now. I am sure there'll be other courses i can get on sometime next year...so i will wait til  then(2006) and try again. But one thing's for sure.....this girl AINT GIVING UP this easily. Ok i was pretty fed up this morning, but i'm happier now i have things sorted out in my head.if i did give up then i'll never have known how many girls i could've helped. I guess you could say my plans are on hold for now, but not indefinetly. Cos one thing is for sure i can tell you.....this girl CANNOT & WILL NOT give up til she's looked at every opportunity she can.

  801 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
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  This girl will NOT be beaten.......

  Well....i'm certainly feeling a bit happier now i've had chance to calm down & take stock of my current situation. What has been so very touching for me is seeing all the lovely comments left on my last blog  post. Thankyou so much girls, it's given me new,renewed  hope for what lies ahead. Lucy hunni, i really have asked everybody i can think of to see if someone can loan me £60 but i've had no joy.I Still have one option open that i can try. I have someone from a group called " suffolk ACRE" coming to see me soon. Now they advise on all manner of things, and when i  told them what i was planning to do they reckoned i should be able to get some assistance with my "social enterprise"(as they put it). So i'll just have to wait and see what they can do for me  As for the counselling thing, i'll just have to put things on hold for now. I am sure there'll be other courses i can get on sometime next year...so i will wait til  then(2006) and try again. But one thing's for sure.....this girl AINT GIVING UP this easily. Ok i was pretty fed up this morning, but i'm happier now i have things sorted out in my head.if i did give up then i'll never have known how many girls i could've helped. I guess you could say my plans are on hold for now, but not indefinetly. Cos one thing is for sure i can tell you.....this girl CANNOT & WILL NOT give up til she's looked at every opportunity she can.

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