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  • things are lookin up at last

    Well as you all know i've recently had some very sad news,which i'm slowly gettin sorted out in my head.But things are changin for the better cos in 2 weeks i'm gonna meet up with my good friend sally,In august i'm doing my very first TM which i'm really lookin forward to,and the week after i'm thro...
  • my broken heart

    today i recieved the worst news i could have wished for.I have had my heart well and truly broken,and i'm devastated.All i'd done is phone round a few places trying to find out where karen was cos i was worried about her,having not heard from her for weeks.I phoned where she worked,she found out and...
  • Karen!

    At long last i've finally found out where Karen is,although why she did'nt say where she was the first time is puzzling to say the least,cos  i thought we were supposed to be in love.I recieved an email from her today,saying she was staying with friends in Inverness.She's got to go into hospita...
  • august's TM

    at long last i'm going to realise a dream of mine,which is to finally get to go to TM in august.It'll be my first time ever that i've been and i am soooo looking forward to going and meeting all of you.got me cash all saved up,ready for one wild night of fun &games.it's gonna be a blast,speciall...
  • i need a hug....a BIG HUG!!!

    If ever i needed me friends it's now,cos last night i had the most dreadful news i could have imagined and i'm in a real mess inside.I got a message from karen last night at 7-45,to say that she wasn't coming after all cos of her knee.I was absolutely devastated,she left it so late to tell me.I'd be...
  • hot off the press!!

    ladies i've just had the most wonderful news.Yesterday i recieved an email from karen saying she wasn't coming this week and i was gutted.Last night i had a phone call from her to say that she's coming after all!!.She's gong to the doc's today to get something to ease the pain(cos in 3 weeks she's g...
  • thankyou so much ladies

    I gotta say a big thankyou to all you ladies for cheering me up this morning after the bad news i recieved earlier today.i was crying when i read the nwes so decided to come straight here to talk to you all and try to stop meself from crying...again.It really cheered me up a lot.Thanks to chris...
  • the worst news possible

    I just got the worst possible news today,and i'm actually cryin as i write this.My karen's not coming next week,she's gotta go into hospital for a knee op.which means she can't come after all(wipes tears from eyes).i was SO looking forward to it as well,and now i'm absolutely gutted.I'll just have t...
  • feeling rather low

    i'm feeling rather low at the moment,just havin one of those days.What started it off was hearing about everyone's plans for TM in manchester next weekend.Hearing about outfits,hotels,whos going with who and the like has made me a little bit jealous to say the least.I would love to go,but living whe...
  • karen's coming

    i've got some good news to share with you all.At long last it looks like karen is coming down to see me,and i'm just so happy i want to share it with you all.All this waiting has finally paid off!!!. when she comes it means  we can get some nice new piccies taken of us together,and some of me o...