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  • 11 Nov 2006
    Yesterday, was a VERY special day for me in so many ways cos it was one year to the day that i met my Charllet(Lovebug) for the very first time.I must say i honestly NEVER thought i would find true love right here on TW but i have & to be honest i've never felt as happy as i do now, knowin a certain girl from cumnock feels the same about little old me as i do her. She'd probably tell you herself that this past year has been so special to both of us. Since that first visit back in Nov of 2005, charllet's made the long 800+ mile round trip to come down & see me no end of times &  every visit is still as special as the 1st. Stood on that platform waitin for her train to arrive, feelin the butterflies in my tum......waitin with her when she's off home ( a time which both of us hate), me stood watchin her train leave & havin a damn good cry into the bargain. We've been to so many places & done so many things its hard to know where to start.....april's tx, Sparkle in June both of which were her first times at either.But theres one moment that sticks in my mind & made me SO proud to be seen out with her & that was a year ago when we'd gone out for a meal & just walkin into the place with peeps havin a good old gawp......neither of us cared one iota what peeps thought & that made me the proudest i've EVER been. Since then, we've truly gone from strength to strength in lots of ways, but who knows what the future holds for us....but of one thing i AM sure of & thats that the Love we share& feel for each other aint never EVER gonna fade away, tis only gonna grow & grow & GROW. We both are just so proud that we've been able to share our news with all our VERY good friends here on TW. After all tis what friends do aint it. Tis all TRUE i tells ya(charllets favourite saying)one VERY happy anna-marie
    669 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Yesterday, was a VERY special day for me in so many ways cos it was one year to the day that i met my Charllet(Lovebug) for the very first time.I must say i honestly NEVER thought i would find true love right here on TW but i have & to be honest i've never felt as happy as i do now, knowin a certain girl from cumnock feels the same about little old me as i do her. She'd probably tell you herself that this past year has been so special to both of us. Since that first visit back in Nov of 2005, charllet's made the long 800+ mile round trip to come down & see me no end of times &  every visit is still as special as the 1st. Stood on that platform waitin for her train to arrive, feelin the butterflies in my tum......waitin with her when she's off home ( a time which both of us hate), me stood watchin her train leave & havin a damn good cry into the bargain. We've been to so many places & done so many things its hard to know where to start.....april's tx, Sparkle in June both of which were her first times at either.But theres one moment that sticks in my mind & made me SO proud to be seen out with her & that was a year ago when we'd gone out for a meal & just walkin into the place with peeps havin a good old gawp......neither of us cared one iota what peeps thought & that made me the proudest i've EVER been. Since then, we've truly gone from strength to strength in lots of ways, but who knows what the future holds for us....but of one thing i AM sure of & thats that the Love we share& feel for each other aint never EVER gonna fade away, tis only gonna grow & grow & GROW. We both are just so proud that we've been able to share our news with all our VERY good friends here on TW. After all tis what friends do aint it. Tis all TRUE i tells ya(charllets favourite saying)one VERY happy anna-marie
    Nov 11, 2006 669
  • 06 Nov 2006
    Its took a while but at long last i'm back online. Today i got my new PC & tis bl**dy brill i can tell you. I've now got it up & running & i can't tell you just how happy i am. Dad brought it round for me & helped to set it up, & this was the VERY first time since going F/T, that he's seen me fully"femme". Now he can see that i aint got 2 heads or summat daft like that. Somtimes tis hard to tell how he's feeling but he didn't seem fazed at all.......which is such a relief to me i can tell you. We still have a long way to go, but at least its a start.
    716 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Its took a while but at long last i'm back online. Today i got my new PC & tis bl**dy brill i can tell you. I've now got it up & running & i can't tell you just how happy i am. Dad brought it round for me & helped to set it up, & this was the VERY first time since going F/T, that he's seen me fully"femme". Now he can see that i aint got 2 heads or summat daft like that. Somtimes tis hard to tell how he's feeling but he didn't seem fazed at all.......which is such a relief to me i can tell you. We still have a long way to go, but at least its a start.
    Nov 06, 2006 716
  • 04 Nov 2006
    Quick update on my PC Probs.... i have now acquired a new monitor( flat screen one too), but now windows is playin up but i have the means to cure the problem so all bein well i should be back online either later today or first thing tomorrow....& YES i have missed you all!
    731 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Quick update on my PC Probs.... i have now acquired a new monitor( flat screen one too), but now windows is playin up but i have the means to cure the problem so all bein well i should be back online either later today or first thing tomorrow....& YES i have missed you all!
    Nov 04, 2006 731
  • 10 Oct 2006
    Today i took one of the biggest steps i have ever taken since deciding to go FT...i have now LEGALLY changed my name to Anna-Marie & it feels so right....don't know why i didn't do it ages ago. Its all thanks to lucy, who emailed the things to me. I got them filled in,signed & witnessed cos now they are 100% Legal. I took one into my bank so as i could change all my details to my new name & it took less than 20 mins to do & when finished, the lady who was dealing with me actually called me "miss". I tell ya i left the place with big smile on my face cos it just felt so good to have done it & it felt right too. Now i have deal with my dad cos i'm not sure how he'll take it when mum tells him
    751 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Today i took one of the biggest steps i have ever taken since deciding to go FT...i have now LEGALLY changed my name to Anna-Marie & it feels so right....don't know why i didn't do it ages ago. Its all thanks to lucy, who emailed the things to me. I got them filled in,signed & witnessed cos now they are 100% Legal. I took one into my bank so as i could change all my details to my new name & it took less than 20 mins to do & when finished, the lady who was dealing with me actually called me "miss". I tell ya i left the place with big smile on my face cos it just felt so good to have done it & it felt right too. Now i have deal with my dad cos i'm not sure how he'll take it when mum tells him
    Oct 10, 2006 751
  • 07 Oct 2006
    Today i'm one VERY happy girl & here's why. Today, in the post i recieved a letter from charing cross stating what i already knew.....that my PCT had approved my funding for HRT. Now it truly DOES feel like things are progressing, albeit slowly but at least  they are. I Do have one thing to post back to them which aint gonna take long. In a few weeks time all bein well i should have the letter confirming my first Appt & i for one cannot wait cos it'll mean all the months of waiting & hoping will all have been worthwhile.
    704 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Today i'm one VERY happy girl & here's why. Today, in the post i recieved a letter from charing cross stating what i already knew.....that my PCT had approved my funding for HRT. Now it truly DOES feel like things are progressing, albeit slowly but at least  they are. I Do have one thing to post back to them which aint gonna take long. In a few weeks time all bein well i should have the letter confirming my first Appt & i for one cannot wait cos it'll mean all the months of waiting & hoping will all have been worthwhile.
    Oct 07, 2006 704
  • 02 Oct 2006
    This Mornin i got the news i'd been waitin months for & i am just so damned happy tis not true. I called my PCT to see whether or not they were goin to fund my course of Hormone treatment, as i'd called 2 months ago & nothin had been decided. I was told that, on thursday the PCT had faxed charing cross saying that they had AGREED to fund my HRT. Can't tell you just how happy i was to hear that & i'm still on a high even now.Until now the only 3 peeps that i'd told were my mum, Charllet & Mariette.....now tis time i shared my good news with the Whole of TW. At long last it finally seems like i'm making progress, its been tough but i have got to where i want to be.Its just a case now of waitin to hear from charing cross & now they have the green light from the PCT its gonna be full steam ahead & I's one very happy girl but then i guess you already know that don't you?
    679 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • This Mornin i got the news i'd been waitin months for & i am just so damned happy tis not true. I called my PCT to see whether or not they were goin to fund my course of Hormone treatment, as i'd called 2 months ago & nothin had been decided. I was told that, on thursday the PCT had faxed charing cross saying that they had AGREED to fund my HRT. Can't tell you just how happy i was to hear that & i'm still on a high even now.Until now the only 3 peeps that i'd told were my mum, Charllet & Mariette.....now tis time i shared my good news with the Whole of TW. At long last it finally seems like i'm making progress, its been tough but i have got to where i want to be.Its just a case now of waitin to hear from charing cross & now they have the green light from the PCT its gonna be full steam ahead & I's one very happy girl but then i guess you already know that don't you?
    Oct 02, 2006 679
  • 21 Sep 2006
    well, if i can stop cryin for long enough then i'm gonna TRY & blog if nothin else. Charllet has just recently left on the long journey back to cumnock after spending 10 romantic days in lowestoft with me.....10 of the BESTEST days ever for the 2 of us. Her trip down was littered with delays at Edinburgh, missed connection at peterborough & a Derailment at Thetford which meant she didn't arrive until 6.45pm one hour late. It was a stressful day for the both of us but 3 bottles of wine certainly helped to relax us. We managed to get out EVERY day & had a great time cos we'd gone for a good long walk in a local park & took lots of pics too which i'm gonna enjoy lookin through cos it'll remind me of a wonderful time spent with my lovebug(charlllet).We sure didnt go hungry either cos whilst here i actually cooked a meal from scratch cos it was charllets BD the week before & i wanted to do somethin nice for her......& things could not have turned out any better than they did which was good. Yesterday was so hard as i was tryin not to think about today but the harder i tried the worse it got. I wasn't even gonna go on-line last nite but charllet insisted that i did so i had peeps to talk to.Was up just after 6 this mornin cos i'd booked a cab to take us to the station. Now WHY is it that when you look forward to somethin the time seems to DRAG on & on but yet when its actually here & happenin, the time just flies by which it did in our case. I stood & watched charllets train til it was out of sight.....THEN the floodgates opened & i could not stop cryin my eyes out...a mix of sad/happiness. Sad that charllet had to go home, but happiness that we shared a truly wonderful time together. And who knows this time next year charllet could be livin here PERMANENTLY & that truly would make little old me the happiest girl in the whole wide world......tis all true i tells ya!
    675 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • well, if i can stop cryin for long enough then i'm gonna TRY & blog if nothin else. Charllet has just recently left on the long journey back to cumnock after spending 10 romantic days in lowestoft with me.....10 of the BESTEST days ever for the 2 of us. Her trip down was littered with delays at Edinburgh, missed connection at peterborough & a Derailment at Thetford which meant she didn't arrive until 6.45pm one hour late. It was a stressful day for the both of us but 3 bottles of wine certainly helped to relax us. We managed to get out EVERY day & had a great time cos we'd gone for a good long walk in a local park & took lots of pics too which i'm gonna enjoy lookin through cos it'll remind me of a wonderful time spent with my lovebug(charlllet).We sure didnt go hungry either cos whilst here i actually cooked a meal from scratch cos it was charllets BD the week before & i wanted to do somethin nice for her......& things could not have turned out any better than they did which was good. Yesterday was so hard as i was tryin not to think about today but the harder i tried the worse it got. I wasn't even gonna go on-line last nite but charllet insisted that i did so i had peeps to talk to.Was up just after 6 this mornin cos i'd booked a cab to take us to the station. Now WHY is it that when you look forward to somethin the time seems to DRAG on & on but yet when its actually here & happenin, the time just flies by which it did in our case. I stood & watched charllets train til it was out of sight.....THEN the floodgates opened & i could not stop cryin my eyes out...a mix of sad/happiness. Sad that charllet had to go home, but happiness that we shared a truly wonderful time together. And who knows this time next year charllet could be livin here PERMANENTLY & that truly would make little old me the happiest girl in the whole wide world......tis all true i tells ya!
    Sep 21, 2006 675
  • 04 Sep 2006
    it's been about t2/3 months since i called Charing Cross to see what was happening regarding my appt with them & was told they were waiting for the OK from my local PCT before progressing. So i called the PCT today to see what the situation was and was pleasantly surprised with what i was told. Apparently they only got my papers from Dr Olive at the end of july so i know they ARE there which is ok. The PCT have a meeting every month to discuss cases like my own & decide on who's suitable for treatment. At this Meeting they will decide one way or the other......yes or no to funding my HRT. The Next one's on the 21st of this month so it should not be much longer before i get that long awaited letter confirming my Appt. The girl i spoke to was very good & she gave me no end of info about what happens next so that i'm prepared for whatever comes my way......whenever that may be.I guess at this moment in time tis a case of watch this space for further developments.
    662 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • it's been about t2/3 months since i called Charing Cross to see what was happening regarding my appt with them & was told they were waiting for the OK from my local PCT before progressing. So i called the PCT today to see what the situation was and was pleasantly surprised with what i was told. Apparently they only got my papers from Dr Olive at the end of july so i know they ARE there which is ok. The PCT have a meeting every month to discuss cases like my own & decide on who's suitable for treatment. At this Meeting they will decide one way or the other......yes or no to funding my HRT. The Next one's on the 21st of this month so it should not be much longer before i get that long awaited letter confirming my Appt. The girl i spoke to was very good & she gave me no end of info about what happens next so that i'm prepared for whatever comes my way......whenever that may be.I guess at this moment in time tis a case of watch this space for further developments.
    Sep 04, 2006 662
  • 26 Aug 2006
    OK it might not seem much to some people but it means a great deal to me. I had my mum call round earlier this evening to drop some things off which i needed. On her way out, she bumped into the New neighbours who were in the process of moving into one of the nearby flats, & they got talking about things in general......then she said, " oh by the way, My daughter lives here too"!!. Can you IMAGINE how hearing that made me feel inside,its the first time mum has ever said that about me. It feels as though she's finally accepted me as her daughter & it just feels so right. Like i said, they were only 5 little words but they are 5 little words that mean so very much to me.
    717 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • OK it might not seem much to some people but it means a great deal to me. I had my mum call round earlier this evening to drop some things off which i needed. On her way out, she bumped into the New neighbours who were in the process of moving into one of the nearby flats, & they got talking about things in general......then she said, " oh by the way, My daughter lives here too"!!. Can you IMAGINE how hearing that made me feel inside,its the first time mum has ever said that about me. It feels as though she's finally accepted me as her daughter & it just feels so right. Like i said, they were only 5 little words but they are 5 little words that mean so very much to me.
    Aug 26, 2006 717
  • 18 Aug 2006
    Just in case you're all wondering.......NO i haven't done a runner, just not had much to blog about recently. Still not heard from charing cross so i called them & they said it'll be late oct/earlyNov before i hear. Oh well, i've waited 5 months so a few more months aint gonna hurt. Only other news i have is........charllet's comin down to see me in a few weeks!!..GOD am i one happy girl.
    721 Posted by Anna-Marie Trindall
  • Just in case you're all wondering.......NO i haven't done a runner, just not had much to blog about recently. Still not heard from charing cross so i called them & they said it'll be late oct/earlyNov before i hear. Oh well, i've waited 5 months so a few more months aint gonna hurt. Only other news i have is........charllet's comin down to see me in a few weeks!!..GOD am i one happy girl.
    Aug 18, 2006 721