It's my birthday today. Only 2.5 years into my 5 year plan and still don't have much of a savings. Just got my medical re-cert so I am hoping a better job will surface soon.

How's life? Still miss my girl..haven't seen her since August 23 of last year. Don't cry anymore. I have a crush on a woman I work with but she recently broke up with her girlfriend and they still get together every so often.

There are so many people living in my house, sometimes it is hard to get a good nights sleep. After working 7 dats a week for a month of so I start talking to myself and it gets a little scary for me because I start to forget who I am. 10 days ago I was up at 5 in the morning playing with my roomates gun and couldn't make it work. I'm too scared to do myself in anyway, but the thought scared me darn it. Things have improved since then and my hormones are helping. For my birthday I bought the first season of the"L WORD". This is my life. My hair is getting really pretty and that keeps me happy also.P.