Stuck

• Posted by Rachel de Blanc March 19, 2008 Filed in Society Girl's Personal Blogs 977 views
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  I don't think I am able to explain to my wife that I'm a tranny. Not at the moment. I'm too uncertain about things to deliver a clear explanation. I'm not sure what would happen if I let the Genie out of the bottle, of where we would end up.
  
  But I'm here again, drawn to this site, the issues, the exchanges.
  
  I'm trying to learn more about me, and I've started a form of evaluation. I can't believe that I'm as interested in pursuing a 'change' as I am.
  
  So, I can't tell my wife, but I'd love to understand what feminine hormones would do to the way I work and the way I think. It's a bit tricky isn't it?
  
  I read about girls who have commenced transition or 'simply' come out to their partners, and I know that I'm not brave enough to do that. Not at present.
  
  But I'm going to hang around, and Im not going to let this get to me. In time I might me more resolute, or I might just get to the edge and blurt something out. Who knows?
  
  But for now, I'm simply just stuck.