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  • 25 Dec 2016
    2017 RESOLUTION
    Normally I don't make New Years resolutions but this year I'm afraid I have to, to keep my sanity. As my Mom used to say -- is going to Hell in a handbasket. You can fill in the blank with whatever you like. The town I live in is all a mess. They think small while making believe it's a big deal. The state the town is located in is very busy fighting over who can go to the public restrooms. The nation is in big trouble. The "electorate" has chosen the wrong people to run things on a promise to make big changes. Unfortunately the changes that are going to be made are all "smoke and mirrors" as my Dad used to call false promises. So my resolution is to start talking to anyone who will listen. Maybe I can get them to see the light of truth and maybe they will talk to others and start the ball rolling for a better tomorrow. Happy New Year  
    1152 Posted by Mary Grace
  • By Mary Grace
    2017 RESOLUTION
    Normally I don't make New Years resolutions but this year I'm afraid I have to, to keep my sanity. As my Mom used to say -- is going to Hell in a handbasket. You can fill in the blank with whatever you like. The town I live in is all a mess. They think small while making believe it's a big deal. The state the town is located in is very busy fighting over who can go to the public restrooms. The nation is in big trouble. The "electorate" has chosen the wrong people to run things on a promise to make big changes. Unfortunately the changes that are going to be made are all "smoke and mirrors" as my Dad used to call false promises. So my resolution is to start talking to anyone who will listen. Maybe I can get them to see the light of truth and maybe they will talk to others and start the ball rolling for a better tomorrow. Happy New Year  
    Dec 25, 2016 1152
  • 25 Nov 2016
    My Aura and Libido
    My Woman's libido is as soft as a dove with the bittersweet ambiance of honey cilantro, parsley and lemon peels, my heart shaped bottom is the hilltop overlooking the waterfall. the milk from my breast is the pitter patter of light rain gently brushing against my cheeks, the goddess Demetar is my mother, her wisdom is our shared ego. For hours I sit with my aspiration to coax her into laying with me. As the beaches are filled with divine inspiration, and the strength of women like us pour out of photo albums. My story is that I am her bowel fertilizing and cleaving to the Earth, with the untamed  passion of sisterhood being united.Often times I write in my diary how being a woman's private playgirl gives me  a feeling of authenticity. My wife is dominant I am only her Lesbian slave. I look across the forest to see the grasshoppers and lillies spring forth in the bloom of my budding breasts. I see her as the Mother Earth whose blessing overflows giving birth to a new sun set. Warrior women we are, we cryout only for the unyielding kisses to last for infinity. For each moment I am cradled as her babe, I know as a daughter of the Goddess of virgins that my sole being is being held by a power supreme.
    937 Posted by Robben Wainer
  • By Robben Wainer
    My Aura and Libido
    My Woman's libido is as soft as a dove with the bittersweet ambiance of honey cilantro, parsley and lemon peels, my heart shaped bottom is the hilltop overlooking the waterfall. the milk from my breast is the pitter patter of light rain gently brushing against my cheeks, the goddess Demetar is my mother, her wisdom is our shared ego. For hours I sit with my aspiration to coax her into laying with me. As the beaches are filled with divine inspiration, and the strength of women like us pour out of photo albums. My story is that I am her bowel fertilizing and cleaving to the Earth, with the untamed  passion of sisterhood being united.Often times I write in my diary how being a woman's private playgirl gives me  a feeling of authenticity. My wife is dominant I am only her Lesbian slave. I look across the forest to see the grasshoppers and lillies spring forth in the bloom of my budding breasts. I see her as the Mother Earth whose blessing overflows giving birth to a new sun set. Warrior women we are, we cryout only for the unyielding kisses to last for infinity. For each moment I am cradled as her babe, I know as a daughter of the Goddess of virgins that my sole being is being held by a power supreme.
    Nov 25, 2016 937
  • 11 Nov 2016
    Why do i feel ashamed of Cis female
    Why do i feel so ashamed that I am so jealous of most Cis female and all she or they can offer. when they talk about there body parts when us non Cis females do not have these natural body parts ? Is because I should of been or wish I was born with them
    1019 Posted by sam burke
  • By sam burke
    Why do i feel ashamed of Cis female
    Why do i feel so ashamed that I am so jealous of most Cis female and all she or they can offer. when they talk about there body parts when us non Cis females do not have these natural body parts ? Is because I should of been or wish I was born with them
    Nov 11, 2016 1019
  • 05 Oct 2016
    Sexual Identity on Hormone Therapy
    Where I ever concocted the naive and simplistic idea that those Trans people who end up attracted to the opposite and their birth sex must be Bisexual, I have no idea. I married again, after the death of my first wife; and, the relationship was as good as it gets until my obligation to Transition clicked in.   One of the other two girls on our South Coast break, a fortnight ago, became sufficiently unwell to be considered for hospital admission from Casualty. We arrived with her 'things' and plans regarding disposal of her car her car.   In Casualty, we were allowed in behind the curtains to sit and to talk with her. Swiftly shood out by the nurse, prior to the return of the doctor with her blood results; we stood in the corridor as a god-like adonis passed by. Open-mouthed we both simply swooned. The nurses called us back in: she was to be discharged, with a prescription, as the blood tests were satisfactory, she informed us.   Her next remark concerned her 'falling in love with the doctor': you should have seen him, she stated! We informed her that we both had done so, and we were also in love. Her reply: "I saw him first, so he's mine!'   After nearly two years on hormones, I have started to notice attractive men: I would have put money on that "Never, ever happening" to me.
    3121 Posted by Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
  • By Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
    Sexual Identity on Hormone Therapy
    Where I ever concocted the naive and simplistic idea that those Trans people who end up attracted to the opposite and their birth sex must be Bisexual, I have no idea. I married again, after the death of my first wife; and, the relationship was as good as it gets until my obligation to Transition clicked in.   One of the other two girls on our South Coast break, a fortnight ago, became sufficiently unwell to be considered for hospital admission from Casualty. We arrived with her 'things' and plans regarding disposal of her car her car.   In Casualty, we were allowed in behind the curtains to sit and to talk with her. Swiftly shood out by the nurse, prior to the return of the doctor with her blood results; we stood in the corridor as a god-like adonis passed by. Open-mouthed we both simply swooned. The nurses called us back in: she was to be discharged, with a prescription, as the blood tests were satisfactory, she informed us.   Her next remark concerned her 'falling in love with the doctor': you should have seen him, she stated! We informed her that we both had done so, and we were also in love. Her reply: "I saw him first, so he's mine!'   After nearly two years on hormones, I have started to notice attractive men: I would have put money on that "Never, ever happening" to me.
    Oct 05, 2016 3121
  • 15 Sep 2016
    Millionaire's choice of cosmetic surgery
    Questions, therefore not to be quoted as a scientific study, submitted to a random selection of Transgender female adults. If you had serious wealth and momey was simply no object, would you go for which of the following surgical proceedures.......? Surprisingly, the survey did not include:-  - Elevation (subtle) of the eyebrows and reconstruction of the orbito-frontal area  - Capillary Micro-transplant Surgery  - Feminising rhinoplasty (may be nose remodelling)  - chinplasty  - Tracheal shave     Survey results: Fat reduction                54% Wrinkle eradication       26% Breast Enhancement *  19% Nose remodelling      *  18% Lip enhancement           7% Buttock enhancement    5% Vaginal modelling          4% Simply no idea              2%   * may consider
    4322 Posted by Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
  • By Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
    Millionaire's choice of cosmetic surgery
    Questions, therefore not to be quoted as a scientific study, submitted to a random selection of Transgender female adults. If you had serious wealth and momey was simply no object, would you go for which of the following surgical proceedures.......? Surprisingly, the survey did not include:-  - Elevation (subtle) of the eyebrows and reconstruction of the orbito-frontal area  - Capillary Micro-transplant Surgery  - Feminising rhinoplasty (may be nose remodelling)  - chinplasty  - Tracheal shave     Survey results: Fat reduction                54% Wrinkle eradication       26% Breast Enhancement *  19% Nose remodelling      *  18% Lip enhancement           7% Buttock enhancement    5% Vaginal modelling          4% Simply no idea              2%   * may consider
    Sep 15, 2016 4322
  • 02 Aug 2016
    Failure to suppress testosterone in Oestragen therapy (UK)
    FINAL PART:   After an appropriate period of Oestragen therapy, the levels achieved are within the satisfactory female 400 to 600. However, in some cases  there is a failure in testosterone suppression and its levels remail refractory, in the male range.   TREATMENT MODIFICATION:   Additional therapy is in the form of Decapeptyl 11.25 mgs every 12 weeks as an addition to current therapy, in order to suppress the testosterone production. For the initial 2 weeks following injection No 1, the physician will co-administer Cyproterone acetate 100 mgs once daily, to suppress the flare in testosterone that can occur with initiation of GnRH analogues. This is not required after subsequent injections.   TESTS:   * weeks after commencement of the above additional therapy, blood should be drawn for oestradiol, testosterone, prolactin, SHBG and Liver Function..
    1152 Posted by Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
  • By Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
    Failure to suppress testosterone in Oestragen therapy (UK)
    FINAL PART:   After an appropriate period of Oestragen therapy, the levels achieved are within the satisfactory female 400 to 600. However, in some cases  there is a failure in testosterone suppression and its levels remail refractory, in the male range.   TREATMENT MODIFICATION:   Additional therapy is in the form of Decapeptyl 11.25 mgs every 12 weeks as an addition to current therapy, in order to suppress the testosterone production. For the initial 2 weeks following injection No 1, the physician will co-administer Cyproterone acetate 100 mgs once daily, to suppress the flare in testosterone that can occur with initiation of GnRH analogues. This is not required after subsequent injections.   TESTS:   * weeks after commencement of the above additional therapy, blood should be drawn for oestradiol, testosterone, prolactin, SHBG and Liver Function..
    Aug 02, 2016 1152
  • 31 Jul 2016
    Psycho-pathological Sexual Deviants
    Christine Shye points out that the rapidly increasing death-rate of the remnants of the Behaviorist School of Psychiatrists, who took as the basis of their shaky 'discipline' the theories of Freud & Co, may assist the repatriation of Gender Dissonance with the Wider Medical profession; and, hopefully, gradually the General Public, also. As a Psycho-pathological Sexual Deviant of three and a half years of age, I reported my gender marker to my wealthy Grand-mother and maternal aunt. When this fad had persisted to four years of age, they indulged me with a girlie bedroon, girls dresses, frilly socks, a pram and dolly, and allowed me to grow my hair. i can actually remember being the happiest of so-called lonely farm children, living in my own make-belief world with dolly and the pet farm animals.   All idyllic happiness came to an end, at six, when I went to school. It thankfully returned two or three years ago, when I joied two Gender Groups, the Gender Society and the Beaumont Society; and, came out in Public as a woman, full-time.   I have never been, am not now, nor will ever in the future be a male politician: so, how on earth can I be ever labelled as a Psychotic Sexual Deviant!   Those male individuals, who without exception had middle-european surnames, who wrote the Pyychiatry books on the shelves of the medical section of Cambridge University Library when I was virtually the only student who used to study there (bar one girl) have a lot to answer for: both in my locking myself in solitary confinement for a life-time sentence after I had read their mis-directed garbage, and for the resulting policy of "Sectioning under the Mental Health Act for 28 days', (remember the film the "Danish Girl") then transfer to an appropriate secure Mental Asylum for a minimum two year period to enable forced twice-weekly Electro-convulsive Therapy under Sodium Pentothal injections. April Ashley suffered this Pathway after her attempted suicide; and funding for free ECT 'treatment' for trans-sexuals was only withdrawn by the UK's West  Midlands Strategic Health Authority (or successor) in the autumn of 2003; a few months before the Gender Recognition Act came into being!!!
    1044 Posted by Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
  • By Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
    Psycho-pathological Sexual Deviants
    Christine Shye points out that the rapidly increasing death-rate of the remnants of the Behaviorist School of Psychiatrists, who took as the basis of their shaky 'discipline' the theories of Freud & Co, may assist the repatriation of Gender Dissonance with the Wider Medical profession; and, hopefully, gradually the General Public, also. As a Psycho-pathological Sexual Deviant of three and a half years of age, I reported my gender marker to my wealthy Grand-mother and maternal aunt. When this fad had persisted to four years of age, they indulged me with a girlie bedroon, girls dresses, frilly socks, a pram and dolly, and allowed me to grow my hair. i can actually remember being the happiest of so-called lonely farm children, living in my own make-belief world with dolly and the pet farm animals.   All idyllic happiness came to an end, at six, when I went to school. It thankfully returned two or three years ago, when I joied two Gender Groups, the Gender Society and the Beaumont Society; and, came out in Public as a woman, full-time.   I have never been, am not now, nor will ever in the future be a male politician: so, how on earth can I be ever labelled as a Psychotic Sexual Deviant!   Those male individuals, who without exception had middle-european surnames, who wrote the Pyychiatry books on the shelves of the medical section of Cambridge University Library when I was virtually the only student who used to study there (bar one girl) have a lot to answer for: both in my locking myself in solitary confinement for a life-time sentence after I had read their mis-directed garbage, and for the resulting policy of "Sectioning under the Mental Health Act for 28 days', (remember the film the "Danish Girl") then transfer to an appropriate secure Mental Asylum for a minimum two year period to enable forced twice-weekly Electro-convulsive Therapy under Sodium Pentothal injections. April Ashley suffered this Pathway after her attempted suicide; and funding for free ECT 'treatment' for trans-sexuals was only withdrawn by the UK's West  Midlands Strategic Health Authority (or successor) in the autumn of 2003; a few months before the Gender Recognition Act came into being!!!
    Jul 31, 2016 1044
  • 30 Jul 2016
    In (Social) Media Res(pect)
    This week, one of our members, Kristelle Watkins, launched her new Youtube channel. I strongly urge you to take a look - the first of her videos can be found here:   When I first joined the Gender Society (or Trannyweb as it was then), one of our members, Marsha, strongly expressed her opinion that everyone in our community had a responsibility to be out and visible, because that was the only way that transphobia in the general population could be overcome. I didn't fully agree with this then, arguing that education and social policy were the key drivers to acceptance. We had some spirited debate on the subject, before agreeing to disagree.   I miss Marsha.   Anyway, in the years since then I've come to agree that visibility has a greater effect on how trans people are accepted, and this was reinforced by a study published earlier this year. The researchers found that transphobic prejudice could be significantly reduced by interviews in which cisgender people were invited to find experiences which they had in common with transgender people. The reduction in prejudice was long-lasting, and was even more effective when the person carrying out the interview was trans. You can read more about the study here:   In the light of this realization, I try to interact with people wherever I can to bring them into contact with a real, live transperson, and these interactions have been overwhelmingly positive. I'm out at work, and the hundred or so people in my office have all been supportive and accepting. I've delivered presentations to senior managers throughout my organisation, and once again the feedback has been nothing but positive. However, in all I may have spoken with three or four hundred people. Add in the general population of my home town, and I may have had the opportunity to represent an authentic, transgender life to a thousand or so people.   Which brings me back to Kristelle's channel. Social media have found their way into every aspect of modern life, to the point where many people no longer differentiate between people they 'know' from Facebook and the people they know from work. There's a transwoman named Danni Munro who posts videos to Youtube which are viewed by five thousand or more people. Another trans channel, hosted by a transwoman named Maya, has viewing numbers close to three million. That's three million people who have chosen to hear what an openly transgender person has to say about her life and experiences.   I'm now firmly of the opinion that social media will be where trans acceptance finally makes the progress that we've seen in the arena of sexual orientation. We all have our part to play in letting the people around us see that we all have much more in common than we have differences, but it'll be the media-savvy young people with their fearless and authentic communications that will deliver the cultural paradigm shift that's so long overdue.   So to Kristelle I say"You go, girl, and my sincere thanks for what you're doing for our community". To everyone else, "Watch, subscribe and like. The future starts here".   Hugs to all,   Judith xx  
    880 Posted by Judith Harmon
  • By Judith Harmon
    In (Social) Media Res(pect)
    This week, one of our members, Kristelle Watkins, launched her new Youtube channel. I strongly urge you to take a look - the first of her videos can be found here:   When I first joined the Gender Society (or Trannyweb as it was then), one of our members, Marsha, strongly expressed her opinion that everyone in our community had a responsibility to be out and visible, because that was the only way that transphobia in the general population could be overcome. I didn't fully agree with this then, arguing that education and social policy were the key drivers to acceptance. We had some spirited debate on the subject, before agreeing to disagree.   I miss Marsha.   Anyway, in the years since then I've come to agree that visibility has a greater effect on how trans people are accepted, and this was reinforced by a study published earlier this year. The researchers found that transphobic prejudice could be significantly reduced by interviews in which cisgender people were invited to find experiences which they had in common with transgender people. The reduction in prejudice was long-lasting, and was even more effective when the person carrying out the interview was trans. You can read more about the study here:   In the light of this realization, I try to interact with people wherever I can to bring them into contact with a real, live transperson, and these interactions have been overwhelmingly positive. I'm out at work, and the hundred or so people in my office have all been supportive and accepting. I've delivered presentations to senior managers throughout my organisation, and once again the feedback has been nothing but positive. However, in all I may have spoken with three or four hundred people. Add in the general population of my home town, and I may have had the opportunity to represent an authentic, transgender life to a thousand or so people.   Which brings me back to Kristelle's channel. Social media have found their way into every aspect of modern life, to the point where many people no longer differentiate between people they 'know' from Facebook and the people they know from work. There's a transwoman named Danni Munro who posts videos to Youtube which are viewed by five thousand or more people. Another trans channel, hosted by a transwoman named Maya, has viewing numbers close to three million. That's three million people who have chosen to hear what an openly transgender person has to say about her life and experiences.   I'm now firmly of the opinion that social media will be where trans acceptance finally makes the progress that we've seen in the arena of sexual orientation. We all have our part to play in letting the people around us see that we all have much more in common than we have differences, but it'll be the media-savvy young people with their fearless and authentic communications that will deliver the cultural paradigm shift that's so long overdue.   So to Kristelle I say"You go, girl, and my sincere thanks for what you're doing for our community". To everyone else, "Watch, subscribe and like. The future starts here".   Hugs to all,   Judith xx  
    Jul 30, 2016 880
  • 30 Jul 2016
    Transfer of Oestrogen Therapy monitoring to Professionals (UK)
    Now that you have, finally and with enormous relief, achieved a place in the GIClinic, found that you are totally supported in your given pathway, and have been pleasantly surprised at the lack of recriminations over self-administration, then the hard work starts. I have previously outlined the 'History' details, usually required in the GIC, for documentation purposes.   EXAMINATION   Blood Pressure: Height; Weight. Breasts: Testes and chest   Blood tests, undertaken and reviewed: SHBG, Testosterone, Prolactin, LH, FSH Liver Function, Cholesterol, HDL, total to HDL ratio, PSA   ASSESSMENT: the Endocrinologist will undertake to continue your oestrogen therapy, if he/she concurs with a Psychiatric opinion of male to female transsexualism. The plan is to dose titrate the Progynova or Climaval ( Oestradiol Valerate 2mgms ), or similar, until you hit the tardet range of 400 to 600 pmol/L. When on 4mgms, if you have not supressed your testosterone into the female rsnge of>3, then they will consider for a GnRH use in the form of Decapeptyl 11.25mgs.
    1085 Posted by Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
  • By Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
    Transfer of Oestrogen Therapy monitoring to Professionals (UK)
    Now that you have, finally and with enormous relief, achieved a place in the GIClinic, found that you are totally supported in your given pathway, and have been pleasantly surprised at the lack of recriminations over self-administration, then the hard work starts. I have previously outlined the 'History' details, usually required in the GIC, for documentation purposes.   EXAMINATION   Blood Pressure: Height; Weight. Breasts: Testes and chest   Blood tests, undertaken and reviewed: SHBG, Testosterone, Prolactin, LH, FSH Liver Function, Cholesterol, HDL, total to HDL ratio, PSA   ASSESSMENT: the Endocrinologist will undertake to continue your oestrogen therapy, if he/she concurs with a Psychiatric opinion of male to female transsexualism. The plan is to dose titrate the Progynova or Climaval ( Oestradiol Valerate 2mgms ), or similar, until you hit the tardet range of 400 to 600 pmol/L. When on 4mgms, if you have not supressed your testosterone into the female rsnge of>3, then they will consider for a GnRH use in the form of Decapeptyl 11.25mgs.
    Jul 30, 2016 1085
  • 29 Jul 2016
    Life after Self-Adminisration of Hormones (UK)
    At last, the long-awaited appointment day has arrived. Arter owning up to self-administration, and discovering there are no recriminations, it is down to further interview and then to ongoing care.   Questions: Were you a normal pregnancy? Approximate age of puberty? Was there any gynaecomastia? As an adult: reduced facial and/or body hair? Erectile function, normal? Genitalia normal? Children? If not, out of choice?   History: Past Medical History, in detail Allergic History? Social History: Tobacco, Alcohol and occupation Family History Dating of Gender Dissonance and details Schooling and friends Traumas of Dissonance Presentation in Public and work-place. Support in these environments Legal name change Downsides of transition   Psychiatric History: GP's report History of deliberate self-harm, suicide attempts or eating disorder   Forensic History   Substance abuse   Social History Housing and finance Friends Fertility Relationships (family) Objects of sexual desire Future Transition plans. Marriage hostory   Treatment, under supervision - to follow.
    1152 Posted by Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
  • By Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor
    Life after Self-Adminisration of Hormones (UK)
    At last, the long-awaited appointment day has arrived. Arter owning up to self-administration, and discovering there are no recriminations, it is down to further interview and then to ongoing care.   Questions: Were you a normal pregnancy? Approximate age of puberty? Was there any gynaecomastia? As an adult: reduced facial and/or body hair? Erectile function, normal? Genitalia normal? Children? If not, out of choice?   History: Past Medical History, in detail Allergic History? Social History: Tobacco, Alcohol and occupation Family History Dating of Gender Dissonance and details Schooling and friends Traumas of Dissonance Presentation in Public and work-place. Support in these environments Legal name change Downsides of transition   Psychiatric History: GP's report History of deliberate self-harm, suicide attempts or eating disorder   Forensic History   Substance abuse   Social History Housing and finance Friends Fertility Relationships (family) Objects of sexual desire Future Transition plans. Marriage hostory   Treatment, under supervision - to follow.
    Jul 29, 2016 1152