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  • 17 Sep 2016
    How is everybody doing? I just felt the need to rant a bit (again lol). I think I mentioned how my dad and I got dumbells so I could start lifting and I was wondering since he bought them if maybe he was accepting me (not really what this is about). I've been looking at workouts online and of course wishing I could look like these huge guys (knowing I could never get THAT big). Problem is, I read that it's a myth that if a girl lifts weights they'll get bulky. So, that means no matter how much I lift, I can't get bulky at all because I'm a girl on the outside? Just more disappointment if it's true, but then again, I guess it just means I have to do more than just lift. (Like T-shots or something). 
    608 Posted by Kris McKinley
  • How is everybody doing? I just felt the need to rant a bit (again lol). I think I mentioned how my dad and I got dumbells so I could start lifting and I was wondering since he bought them if maybe he was accepting me (not really what this is about). I've been looking at workouts online and of course wishing I could look like these huge guys (knowing I could never get THAT big). Problem is, I read that it's a myth that if a girl lifts weights they'll get bulky. So, that means no matter how much I lift, I can't get bulky at all because I'm a girl on the outside? Just more disappointment if it's true, but then again, I guess it just means I have to do more than just lift. (Like T-shots or something). 
    Sep 17, 2016 608
  • 15 Sep 2016
    Questions, therefore not to be quoted as a scientific study, submitted to a random selection of Transgender female adults. If you had serious wealth and momey was simply no object, would you go for which of the following surgical proceedures.......? Surprisingly, the survey did not include:-  - Elevation (subtle) of the eyebrows and reconstruction of the orbito-frontal area  - Capillary Micro-transplant Surgery  - Feminising rhinoplasty (may be nose remodelling)  - chinplasty  - Tracheal shave     Survey results: Fat reduction                54% Wrinkle eradication       26% Breast Enhancement *  19% Nose remodelling      *  18% Lip enhancement           7% Buttock enhancement    5% Vaginal modelling          4% Simply no idea              2%   * may consider
  • Questions, therefore not to be quoted as a scientific study, submitted to a random selection of Transgender female adults. If you had serious wealth and momey was simply no object, would you go for which of the following surgical proceedures.......? Surprisingly, the survey did not include:-  - Elevation (subtle) of the eyebrows and reconstruction of the orbito-frontal area  - Capillary Micro-transplant Surgery  - Feminising rhinoplasty (may be nose remodelling)  - chinplasty  - Tracheal shave     Survey results: Fat reduction                54% Wrinkle eradication       26% Breast Enhancement *  19% Nose remodelling      *  18% Lip enhancement           7% Buttock enhancement    5% Vaginal modelling          4% Simply no idea              2%   * may consider
    Sep 15, 2016 2727
  • 03 Sep 2016
    Nikki arrived first at 'Via' in Manchester's Gay Village. She was sat on a high stool, showing off her graceful legs, in a corner of the bar, exquisitely dressed as usual in 'Chanel' with a full glass of Chardonnay. When she returned with my glass, she told me that she had just got rid of a persistent well-dressed French businesman-type, who insisted on buying her another drink and enjoying the evening with her. I replied "You lucky girl, nothing like that has ever happened to me!". She retorted (bitch) " Are you in any way surprised, dear".   Within five minutes, whilst deciding where to eat, we were joined by two smarlty dressed, suited and tied English Businessmen, apparently on the same tack (was there an annual 'Screwing" convention they were all attending?).  We politely refused their kind and insistent requests to buy us a drink and join us for the evening. One then politely asked me if we were 'on the game'!   I thought for a second, and then replied "Not as yet, we still obtain adequate renumeration from our present employment". Down but not out, he asked "What do you girls do for a living?" I gently but firmly replied   "She is the District Recorder for Manchester, and I am the next rung up. I sit in the High Court in London, as a Judge".   Game, Set and Match: off to 'Velvet' for the usual lovely meal served by the sweet boys, feeling great!
  • Nikki arrived first at 'Via' in Manchester's Gay Village. She was sat on a high stool, showing off her graceful legs, in a corner of the bar, exquisitely dressed as usual in 'Chanel' with a full glass of Chardonnay. When she returned with my glass, she told me that she had just got rid of a persistent well-dressed French businesman-type, who insisted on buying her another drink and enjoying the evening with her. I replied "You lucky girl, nothing like that has ever happened to me!". She retorted (bitch) " Are you in any way surprised, dear".   Within five minutes, whilst deciding where to eat, we were joined by two smarlty dressed, suited and tied English Businessmen, apparently on the same tack (was there an annual 'Screwing" convention they were all attending?).  We politely refused their kind and insistent requests to buy us a drink and join us for the evening. One then politely asked me if we were 'on the game'!   I thought for a second, and then replied "Not as yet, we still obtain adequate renumeration from our present employment". Down but not out, he asked "What do you girls do for a living?" I gently but firmly replied   "She is the District Recorder for Manchester, and I am the next rung up. I sit in the High Court in London, as a Judge".   Game, Set and Match: off to 'Velvet' for the usual lovely meal served by the sweet boys, feeling great!
    Sep 03, 2016 684
  • 31 Aug 2016
    How's everybody doing today(night)? I just felt like blogging and thought I'd share that I finally got myself to practice driving and get comfortable behind the wheel of a car. I actually steered better than I thought I would so I'm hoping it just gets easier from here. If you read my recent blogs, you'll know how nervous I was about driving so I'm just glad that I actually got behind the wheel at all lol. So that's the good news. The bad news is even though I thought my mom was on board with me being trans... Well, I'm still getting arguments that are making me feel guilty. I recently brought up to her how I feel so backstabbed and how easy it would've been for God to have made me the right gender if he could do no wrong and her reply was along the lines of since I said that I think I know better than God... Talks like these make it all the more difficult to stay a Christian in all honesty (just saying). If anything, all I meant was I'd really like some answers. Something I've wondered from a Christian point of view: Was I born a female (even though I should've been male) just to test my faith? Sorry to bring this up again, but I just had to let that out along with the good news because it just seems a one step forward and two steps back sort of thing sometimes.
    657 Posted by Kris McKinley
  • How's everybody doing today(night)? I just felt like blogging and thought I'd share that I finally got myself to practice driving and get comfortable behind the wheel of a car. I actually steered better than I thought I would so I'm hoping it just gets easier from here. If you read my recent blogs, you'll know how nervous I was about driving so I'm just glad that I actually got behind the wheel at all lol. So that's the good news. The bad news is even though I thought my mom was on board with me being trans... Well, I'm still getting arguments that are making me feel guilty. I recently brought up to her how I feel so backstabbed and how easy it would've been for God to have made me the right gender if he could do no wrong and her reply was along the lines of since I said that I think I know better than God... Talks like these make it all the more difficult to stay a Christian in all honesty (just saying). If anything, all I meant was I'd really like some answers. Something I've wondered from a Christian point of view: Was I born a female (even though I should've been male) just to test my faith? Sorry to bring this up again, but I just had to let that out along with the good news because it just seems a one step forward and two steps back sort of thing sometimes.
    Aug 31, 2016 657
  • 21 Aug 2016
    A pastor who believes that natural disasters are sent by God to punish Gay and Trans people, has been driven out of his home in Louisiana by Historic Floods. Do we welcome 53 year-old Tony Perkins into to the LGBTI community, or let him continue to be punished and sink or swim?
  • A pastor who believes that natural disasters are sent by God to punish Gay and Trans people, has been driven out of his home in Louisiana by Historic Floods. Do we welcome 53 year-old Tony Perkins into to the LGBTI community, or let him continue to be punished and sink or swim?
    Aug 21, 2016 591
  • 20 Aug 2016
    Part Two Trans weekends   I allot half hour periods twice a day to those Trans females who wish to discuss issues relevant to my medical expertise. If they stick to the protocol, I feel that I can really contribute to their planning and positively influence their furure welfare. However, this is increasingly rarely the case; and, I am frequently expected to act as Psychiatrist, Psychologist and counsellor. In order to escape, I have to just get up and say I am going to the loo or bed. Thus, I have reluctantly decided to terminate this free facility.
  • Part Two Trans weekends   I allot half hour periods twice a day to those Trans females who wish to discuss issues relevant to my medical expertise. If they stick to the protocol, I feel that I can really contribute to their planning and positively influence their furure welfare. However, this is increasingly rarely the case; and, I am frequently expected to act as Psychiatrist, Psychologist and counsellor. In order to escape, I have to just get up and say I am going to the loo or bed. Thus, I have reluctantly decided to terminate this free facility.
    Aug 20, 2016 528
  • 20 Aug 2016
    Part One:   Last Friday week, in the early afternoon, I was standing chatting to the Trans girls in the bar of our Hotel, when I noticed a young and extremely well dressed, attractive young woman looking at me across the crowd. Every time I looked in her direction shw was looking at me with a lovely smile on her pretty face. After a while, she came across and started an animated conversation. It was her very first time with the group, having obtained a cancellation, at the last minute. We swapped details, and it became quite clear that her intentions this weekend were to meet someone nice. If I had been of the same inclination, I would have had no hesitation in accepting her advances. She must have realised that I was not going down her route, and eventually wandered off. Did I make a mistake? Well, we will never know.
  • Part One:   Last Friday week, in the early afternoon, I was standing chatting to the Trans girls in the bar of our Hotel, when I noticed a young and extremely well dressed, attractive young woman looking at me across the crowd. Every time I looked in her direction shw was looking at me with a lovely smile on her pretty face. After a while, she came across and started an animated conversation. It was her very first time with the group, having obtained a cancellation, at the last minute. We swapped details, and it became quite clear that her intentions this weekend were to meet someone nice. If I had been of the same inclination, I would have had no hesitation in accepting her advances. She must have realised that I was not going down her route, and eventually wandered off. Did I make a mistake? Well, we will never know.
    Aug 20, 2016 520
  • 11 Aug 2016
    Hello everyone, it's me again. Not sure I'd consider this a rant or just talking. I recently bought some weights for lifting which I've been planning to do for a while. Thing is, my dad went with me and bought them for me. He also seemed more than happy to get them. I can't tell if he realises why I got them, but at the same time with all the steps I've taken (getting a haircut, getting weights, etc.) I would think it'd be obvious, but at the same time I'm not sure he fully believes I'm transgender (or bigender) yet. I said this before, but the one time I brought the subject up to him, he wouldn't answer me as far as if he'd disown me if I was this way or not. I think it should also be said that when I got my hair cut, I told my dad I saw myself being single my whole life... I'm not sure if he realises gender and sexuality are different meaning even if I am going to stay single, I'm still going to try to look like my male self. Not sure exactly why I'm saying all this, but I guess I just had to vent and maybe it's about time I tried to tell my dad again.
    693 Posted by Kris McKinley
  • Hello everyone, it's me again. Not sure I'd consider this a rant or just talking. I recently bought some weights for lifting which I've been planning to do for a while. Thing is, my dad went with me and bought them for me. He also seemed more than happy to get them. I can't tell if he realises why I got them, but at the same time with all the steps I've taken (getting a haircut, getting weights, etc.) I would think it'd be obvious, but at the same time I'm not sure he fully believes I'm transgender (or bigender) yet. I said this before, but the one time I brought the subject up to him, he wouldn't answer me as far as if he'd disown me if I was this way or not. I think it should also be said that when I got my hair cut, I told my dad I saw myself being single my whole life... I'm not sure if he realises gender and sexuality are different meaning even if I am going to stay single, I'm still going to try to look like my male self. Not sure exactly why I'm saying all this, but I guess I just had to vent and maybe it's about time I tried to tell my dad again.
    Aug 11, 2016 693
  • 02 Aug 2016
    Just feeling the need to rant after realizing it's already August. (Time flies after high school). I told myself this would be the Summer I learn or at least start to learn to drive. Yes, I'm 25 and still have this horrible fear of driving. I am a nervous/paranoid person and for those who don't know, I have Asperger's Syndrome. The reason for the title of this blog is because I'm not driving, I constantly battle this gender male stereotype in my head... Telling me things like "What kind of man doesn't drive a car?" "Men love cars so you have to drive!" "Men drive better than women so if you drive badly, YOU are a woman." I absolutely despise this voice in my head and I've brought it up a coulple times how I've been brought up and had to battle sexist beliefs. I'm so nervous to actually get behind the wheel... I keep telling myself (despite that stupid voice) that just because I'm not a driver (yet) doesn't make me less of a man. Still, I hate having this phobia and really hope to overcome it this month. PS: I know men don't drive better than women, but it's something my father ALWAYS said to me growing up and now it's just something that automatically pops up in my head when I try to drive. It really sucks. 
    696 Posted by Kris McKinley
  • Just feeling the need to rant after realizing it's already August. (Time flies after high school). I told myself this would be the Summer I learn or at least start to learn to drive. Yes, I'm 25 and still have this horrible fear of driving. I am a nervous/paranoid person and for those who don't know, I have Asperger's Syndrome. The reason for the title of this blog is because I'm not driving, I constantly battle this gender male stereotype in my head... Telling me things like "What kind of man doesn't drive a car?" "Men love cars so you have to drive!" "Men drive better than women so if you drive badly, YOU are a woman." I absolutely despise this voice in my head and I've brought it up a coulple times how I've been brought up and had to battle sexist beliefs. I'm so nervous to actually get behind the wheel... I keep telling myself (despite that stupid voice) that just because I'm not a driver (yet) doesn't make me less of a man. Still, I hate having this phobia and really hope to overcome it this month. PS: I know men don't drive better than women, but it's something my father ALWAYS said to me growing up and now it's just something that automatically pops up in my head when I try to drive. It really sucks. 
    Aug 02, 2016 696
  • 02 Aug 2016
    FINAL PART:   After an appropriate period of Oestragen therapy, the levels achieved are within the satisfactory female 400 to 600. However, in some cases  there is a failure in testosterone suppression and its levels remail refractory, in the male range.   TREATMENT MODIFICATION:   Additional therapy is in the form of Decapeptyl 11.25 mgs every 12 weeks as an addition to current therapy, in order to suppress the testosterone production. For the initial 2 weeks following injection No 1, the physician will co-administer Cyproterone acetate 100 mgs once daily, to suppress the flare in testosterone that can occur with initiation of GnRH analogues. This is not required after subsequent injections.   TESTS:   * weeks after commencement of the above additional therapy, blood should be drawn for oestradiol, testosterone, prolactin, SHBG and Liver Function..
  • FINAL PART:   After an appropriate period of Oestragen therapy, the levels achieved are within the satisfactory female 400 to 600. However, in some cases  there is a failure in testosterone suppression and its levels remail refractory, in the male range.   TREATMENT MODIFICATION:   Additional therapy is in the form of Decapeptyl 11.25 mgs every 12 weeks as an addition to current therapy, in order to suppress the testosterone production. For the initial 2 weeks following injection No 1, the physician will co-administer Cyproterone acetate 100 mgs once daily, to suppress the flare in testosterone that can occur with initiation of GnRH analogues. This is not required after subsequent injections.   TESTS:   * weeks after commencement of the above additional therapy, blood should be drawn for oestradiol, testosterone, prolactin, SHBG and Liver Function..
    Aug 02, 2016 733