Was thinking (which is always dangerous)....

I think if I underwent surgery I'd never quite be able to get past an underlying feeling that it was somehow superficial (in my own mind). I guess I wouldn't just want the external view in line but the whole works.

when you mention surgery what are you referancing too?

are you taslking of surery in general or SRS /GRS type of surgeries

  Me i be afraid of any surgeries  cause im a big sissy  .caus i can stand the sight of blood. Any blood and especialy mine

GRS but I suppose cosmetic in general...

Surgery itself doesn't bother me so uch, I've had two investigative brain surgeries (for attempting to diagnose why I am Deafblind).