Laura,
Sweetheart, what fun! I've been celibate for 22 years as a gm and have given up trying to get past first base. I haven't even kissed or cuddled anyone of the opposite sex in that time. Sad isn't it. Perhaps I should have become a monk/nun?!
Hence perhaps my recent cross-dressing.
I have become my own perfect girlfriend who completely understands me, agrees with me, and I can spoil (which I love doing). She likes all the places and music I like, and dresses just the way I love.
I would hope to become her full-time but not become transexual as, strangely, I don't seem to want to at the moment.
Enjoy yourself, darling, but take care out there.