This hurt, but gotta do it..xxx

    • 112 posts
    January 15, 2006 12:45 PM GMT
    wrote this one after getting a really bad nightmare remembering the abuse i got when younger, and the things they said and the fear it caused me
    Not nice but art isn't some times
    i still get shakey just reading it so posted this wth mi eeyes colssed!!!
    Even now drunk gangs of guy's get my nerves racing, scarred me for life, i guess
    love and light
    chased the demons last night



    The Taste of Fear.

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    Let's go now and have a beer,
    Let's go now and with no fear,
    Let's go now and with a row,
    Let's go now and kill the cow,

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    Let's go now and kick her head,
    Let's go now and spill the lead,
    Let's go now and give it good,
    Let's go now and use night's hood.

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    Let's go now and bash the queer,
    Let's go now and hurt them dear,
    Let's go now and tell them right,
    Let's go now and see the sight,

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    Let's go now and who's to care,
    Let's go now and we will dare,
    Let's go now and really push it,
    Let's go now and maybe get bit.

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    Let's go now and maim the bitch,
    Let's go now and scratch that itch,
    Let's go now and drink the dregs,
    Let's go now and break her legs.

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    Let's go now and fetch a bruise,
    Let's go now and make her lose,
    Let's go now and have a session,
    Let's go now and teach a lesson,

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    Let's go now and we'll be right,
    Let's go now and she'l not fight,
    Let's go now and have our way,
    Let's go now and gone by day.

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    Let's go now and take them all,
    Let's go now and we'll stand tall,
    Let's go now and it's just fair,
    Let's go now and pull her hair.

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    Let's go now and bolt the door,
    Let's go now and give her more,
    Let's go now and show no slack,
    Let's go now and not go back.

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    Let's go now and 'fore she see's,
    Let's go now and while she bleeds,
    Let's go now and she'l not tell,
    Let's go now and her to Hell.

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    • 588 posts
    January 15, 2006 1:45 PM GMT
    So true, Natalie. Art can hurt when opening old wounds.
    But you remind me what a great thing it is not being alone anymore.

    Linda
    Sabina
    XXXXXX