February 15, 2008 8:55 PM GMT
Hi Mandy,
I personally try to dress as close to a ggirl as possible, but do enjoy experimenting. I'm rapidly going thru what
a ggirl would have from early teens to my current age. From the fishnet stockings phase thru to my current conservative black
pencil dress / white blouse phase for more formal wear, to jeans and a cute top as appropriate, I'm just now really getting aligned with
what is right for me. (pls excuse the run on sentence).
During various times, I was trying to find out who/what I was, what styles I liked and the objective of my dressing. Over time, these objectives changed dramatically from simple x-dressing to really supporting being Michelle inside. Some of the early style choices obviously did not
work for me. The same went for hair color, hair styles, wigs and choice of clothes. These are all things ggirls have years of experience
deciding. I don't know how many times I've bought something, thought it would be great on me and realized it was just not right for me.
As I learn what styles are age appropriate for me by observing ggirls in my age range, it became apparent that many of my early style choices would stick out badly. Since my objective is to try and blend in (doubtful), at least I can be as much just another gal as possible.
So to sum it up. I've been on a journey that started w x-dressing, and it uncovered my true inner feelings about who I am. This had a dramatic influence on how I dress/act and ultimately (hopefully) live my life.
May each of you have the freedom to explore who you are, and enjoy the journey of learning what you like/dislike. Hopefully your journey will be without people judging you, but simply accepting you and your choices.
Hugz from a sister,
Michelle Lynn
February 20, 2008 3:34 PM GMT
Hi all
Well that put the cat amongst the pigeons .
I must have had a head start on most of you. My auntie seemed to know my wanting to be a girl when I was 11 and helped me alot in dressing and walking,,,makeup ext I think it made her day.
then she died when I was 15
thanks girls for all your inputs
hugs Mandy XXXXXX
February 20, 2008 6:01 PM GMT
Isn't there a really simple answer to the question? I suspect that if ask a G Girl what clothes she wore when 'dressing-up' with friends when very young, that they would have chosen quite flamboyant outfits, in an attempt to appear grown up. Fast forward twenty years, I bet the same G Girl will have discovered that subtlety says as much as flamboyance, and that being a woman is far more complex than merely donning outre clothing. There are exceptions of course..
So a factor of time, experience and opportunity should enable a transformation from ugly-duckling to swan.
NB. NOT SEEKING TO OFFEND ANYONE, PARTICULARY ANY UGLY DUCKLINGS CURRENTLY BOBBING ABOUT ON THE THAMES THAT MAY BE READING THIS.
January 30, 2008 7:57 PM GMT
I think the major difference may depend on how transsexual you are. Some want to dress in everyday clothes and simply blend in. Others tend to dress outrageously and of course will get noticed for being what they are, which to my mind seems more like transvestism.
Certainly myself and all the TS's I know are accepted as being women and fit into anywhere you care to place them. I'm not saying we aren't read, but we are accepted because we look 'normal' or 'acceptable'.
Nikki
January 30, 2008 8:44 PM GMT
Marsha's post made me want to add something.
The other week four of us girls spent the weekend together and went into town and every one of us wore jeans! (Girls do wear them you know, especially in the winter). I for one love skirts but January is not the time to be wearing them, lol.
Summertime is another matter though............
Nikki
January 30, 2008 9:19 PM GMT
Some natal females dress outrageously and some dress conservatively. Why should t-girls be any different?
Hugs...Joni Marie
January 30, 2008 10:30 PM GMT
One of the things I love about TW is finding that, not only am I not alone, I share ideas and attitudes with others, giving some validation to my feelings and beliefs.
When I came out to my SO, I told her that I was not looking to pass. What I wanted was acceptance and to share a lifestyle. This was a big change from earlier in my life when I wanted total anonymity and only strong sexual motivations could get me to dress. When I accepted being TG, my motivations/drives changed. I do wonder if I would have ever discovered Wendy if I had not "dressed for sex" before I began to "dress for acceptance". So I agree with both Nikki, on acceptance and Marsha on needs. I don't know why we dress for different reasons. I theorize different ticks in the male-female brain continuum are active. Believing this, I realize that we can't live with a TG discrimination on motivation. It should be ok for everyone, no matter their reason. As Joni points out, ggs dress differently, probably due to a combination of personality and brain structure(tics). Perhaps the more outrageously dressed ggs are merely more "sexual partner seeking" and strut their mating dance and show their feathers more dramatically than others. In any event, from Laura to Ziggy we all should have the right to dress as we wish. It harms nobody. Those who are upset are harming themselves. My mother and her friends dressed up as a male, heavy metal rock band in their 70's, for fun. Good for you, mom...you go girl! Should groups set their own standards, like Tri-Ess? Sure, they formed to meet the needs of their member population. Should societal laws set restricting standards? It's a tough one. I'm not sure I want people walking naked in public, but I do not think there should be a clothing/behavior restriction based on genetic sex. The last century saw women being free to wear men's clothing styles in public and at work. It did not effect their work abilities adversely. Society changed, but did not collapse. Individual rights were deemed more important than society's rights. I've seen both tgs and ggs shopping in supermarkets in evening gowns and spiked heels. It looked out of place but so what? It wasn't the least bit disturbing or damaging. I want the freedom to enjoy myself by dressing en femme in public. If someone wants to do it in spike-heeled, thigh high, black patent boots, fishnet stockings and a miniskirt...no problem...gg or tg. Have fun. I'd rather Gloria Vanderbildt and a Coach bag, but I'm not offended by Kinky Boots either. At the right party I'd wear them. I am my mother's daughter.
January 31, 2008 12:41 AM GMT
Funny ain't it though, it's usually the male bird that has the most flamboyant plumage. Maybe it takes being a t-girl to have the courage to show it.
Hugs...Joni Marie
January 31, 2008 3:51 AM GMT
When someone dresses like that they know it. But they have the courage not to care what others say.
So more power to em.
January 31, 2008 7:48 AM GMT
Ann,
1. Because there is no way to change what you pick on sign up. I hadn't accepted I was TG until the day after I joined TW and the choices available did not fit right, so .......none of the above. I think about that frequently and did so earlier today. I do not consider myself to be TS at this time. I consider myself a Two-Spirit person, which is not one of the choices. Otherwise, I might be a transgenderist and plan to try it on and see how it fits. For now, I refer to myself as an "inbetweenie". I hope I have satisfied your need for a label. All labels are subject to change without prior notice and are only valid to the user. For Wendy's life story, refer to my blog on TW. WARNING: May induce sleep. Do not read while operating machinery.
2. I have no pictures of Wendy and am too poor to get any at this time. If I wasn't living rent-free, I'd be living under a bridge. When I can afford it I will have some done.
January 31, 2008 1:20 PM GMT
Well, I have personally been on the end of a verbal tirade regarding my choice of clothing but so what?? Has it changed my taste? Did I think it wasn't appropriate? NO!! Do GG's of my age wear it, YES!
Other girls have seen me dressed similarly and have been very positive. I am happy with the way I dress and so is my wife. If I was out of order, believe me she would soon tell me. Besides, we share so many clothes now since our taste is the same.
So, wear what you want, don't worry about what others say or think. There is a time to blend in but there is also a time to stand out from the crowd too and be proud of yourself. I know I am.
Nikki
January 31, 2008 2:29 PM GMT
Well maybe this is me jerking off my ego, pardon the crudity. But I didn't get out of one box so the clothes police can put me in another. I wear what I feel like wearing on any given occasion. Anyone who doesn't like it can avert their gaze. It's why we have swivels in our necks.
Hugs...Joni Marie
January 31, 2008 9:52 PM GMT
Right on, MA! <girly high 5>
Hugs...Joni Marie
January 31, 2008 11:29 PM GMT
I couldn't have put that any better MA.....good on ya girl!
Lol xxxxxxx
Anna-Marie
February 1, 2008 4:46 AM GMT
On topic please!
February 14, 2008 12:55 AM GMT
Hi all!
I've just read this post from start to finish. Which means, of course, I've forgotten the start of it - doh!
At the end of the day we are all individuals. We are all on different starting paths of the same road. The Cross-Dresser, the Transvestite, the Transgendered. We all speak the same language. Just different dialects.
And thats a hard lesson for the so-called culturally aware to learn.
There are those of us who are completely fastidious [ok, probably misspelt that] in being completely 100% female in appearance and action.
There are those of us who would much rather have the flavour of female than the actuality.
No-one is lesser or greater in their degree. You are who you are - and, dammit, we love you for it!
Viva la difference.
Rae xx
ps: I'm me. I want to be me. That 'me' may have more or less female virtues and physical attributes. Who cares???
Be you. Because your worth it. xx
February 15, 2008 5:47 PM GMT
Having lived most of my life imitating stereotypical, alpha males, I find it quite natural that some MtFs will imitate stereotypical females. It's not like they had anywhere to go to take a "train to behave like a woman" class..........although such "schools" are out there, the best being fairly expensive.
February 16, 2008 1:09 AM GMT
lol, Joelle, no worries.
I do think its quite a pertinent point that many gg's have a head start. They're learning from a very early age how to act / dress female. Many in our community are coming into it at a late stage - there's a lot of catch-up to be done.
And, of course, there are those who relish in portraying the stereotype. We are all absolutely different and individual.
The important thing is that more and more people are doing it. Thats what will eventually make acceptance a more readily available factor.
Whatever you do, however you do it - be proud and confident of who you are.
Much love
Rae xx