Hey there,
I'm sorry I didn't put this in the first post, i didn't know how i would be accepted here, but you all accept me and i feel so good about that! thank you!!
the reason dr. umar would be putting me in the hospital is because i was diagnosed with bipolar with psychosis, and i'm on a mixture of 3 medications to help with it: prozac, lorazepam (ativan), and ABILIFY (i put in all caps so you could see the F in abilify). My counselor that i see more often than my psy, she thinks i have unipolar, which is the depressive part of bipolar - because i have absolutely NO manic episodes at all.
and well the true main reason he would admit me to the hospital is because if he decides to change my medications which i need him to do because i've become immune to them... been on them for about 2 years, the same ones... i was hoping he'd put me back on seroquel or something similar to it.
anyway i started transitioning... well i started dressing as a man when i was 15, that's when i started counseling. then by 17 i was going out dressed as a man full time - even going to the men's rest room. I started taking T back in 2002, August 6th at 2
0pm
I was then at 1/4 CC, then I gradually got worked up to 1/2 CC, (all injections), then I finally got some prescriptions for T of 1 CC 200mg.
oh and i have a website if you are interested in looking at it. not much there, i made it a long long time ago. now i just update my livejournal and my myspace page. if you want to see any of them just let me know. i don't know how to put a link here in this forum or i'd do it here. and i don't want to mess anything up here. i'm so afraid of getting in trouble, please forgive me. i get so paranoid sometimes - about silly little things.
I hope I explained everthing where you can understand it.
Thanks, bye see you later!!
A.J.