June 19, 2010 8:18 PM BST
as I read this thread from the beginning again two things occur to me.
well, maybe three.
the third is something I learned the hard way. simply this, in a purely text format with people you have never met,
there are no vocal inflections, facial expressions, body language, or any of the components of real interpersonal communication. that leaves only literal interpretation, which can impede real communication. the single advantage, however, is you can review your words before you post them, and consider their implications from other points of view, as opposed to a face to face encounter, where words uttered can't be taken back in any real sense.
as a side note to that, I would add that, in my experience, the longer you communicate in a text format with the same people, you can get a sense of their intended meanings in certain circumstances, for example, "joe" tends to be sarcastic, or "ant" is always kidding, but in an open format, like a forum, or a chatroom, the newcomers won't have this insight at first. and it can be further complicated by cultural differences, ie, usa vs uk use of the english language.
anyway. back to the two things. perhaps more different circumstances for me than for many of you, as I don't see a big chance of anyone from the gender society crossing my path in real life, not that there aren't people here I know I would enjoy meeting, simply that my life path revolves around my music, and I live in the middle of farm country, when I'm not on the road playing, I come back here where I know the land and the water and feel close to the earth.
so.
thing one. in the chatroom, or in the forums, I would answer any question. (well, you won't get my address or social security number) but I see no potential harm to myself in answering the questions of the curious. I mean, if they were extremely rude or harrassing about it, I might ignore and report them, other that, I'm an open book.
thing two. in real life, face to face. every circumstance is different. if I'm considering any kind of intimate relationship, of course I want to be completely open and honest. if I'm thinking this person is a total creep, they might not even get my name. between those two extremes there is a spectrum of possibilities.
June 19, 2010 8:56 PM BST
ok, four things. one also has to consider the idiomatic use of language, that is, the colloquial, or "popular" use of many words. a word like prude, for example has dictionary and colloquial use, and like many words in the english language, the colloquial meaning is often more the accepted meaning than the dictionary definition. in the case of "prude" it is generally used as a slur, albeit a mild one, but in essence, and I mean no disrespect to anyone, the dynamic is similar to calling a gay man a faggot and then posting the dictionary definition( a bundle of sticks intended for use as kindling for a fire)
please don't think I'm trying to put anyone down, I am merely giving my thoughts on the nature of online chat and forums, and how easily one can be misinterpreted.
I have never felt offended here by anyone, what would be the point? nobody here has ever met me, sticks and stones and all that.
any time I post on a forum, I ask an honest question, or answer one honestly, and I try to be as clear as I can, not that I'm some super smart person, I graduated high school by the skin of my teeth, and became a vagabond musician.
June 19, 2010 10:43 PM BST
Toni, you are right about pretty much all you brought up, however there are a couple things I would like to point out. You mentioned that text can be reread before posting so as to look at the implications from different points of view. To a great extent I have to disagree with that because it tends to be natural to view things from your point of view and that is why you said what you said in the first place. It is common to even completely use the wrong word you typed by accident and read right through it and not see the mistake. That is why books go through editors before being published.
Next is when someone compares text in a forum thread to chat or face to face conversations. A big mistake is to consider a forum thread a conversation in the first place. A conversation requires someone making a statement and someone replying ......AND ....if there are any misunderstandings, they are clarified immediately. If something is misunderstood in the first sentence of a forum thread, it taints how the rest of the post is interpreted. That is why you will see far more "arguments" in forum threads than you would in the chat room or in person.
Hugs, love you all,
Marsha
June 20, 2010 2:35 AM BST
I would consider this thread a conversation, and a pretty good one at that. thoughts and opinions were exchanged and the topic evolved in interesting ways, much like it might over drinks at a club, or in some coffee shop after. just another reason why this is such a good site
smiles, toni
June 20, 2010 7:46 AM BST
I absolutely loved what Cristine posted about a "second hand vagina."
Can you imagine some "B-Movie" about a TG being dragged around the county side by her "transplanted vagina" while it searches for it's first true love in the donors life.
Better yet...the movie could star Clint Eastwood and they could call the movie "Play Musty for me"
eewwww!! LOL LOL LOL
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"and my needs entwined like ribbons of light...and I came through the doorway...some where... in the night"
June 20, 2010 3:17 PM BST
Hiya,
I have enjoyed reading this thread. Lots of excellent contributions. Reading this thread reminds me that we are all from different backgrounds, cultures and circumstances. Forums like this arent about right or wrong opinions, its about how people address similar topics in different ways to suit their different circumstances and we have the ability to appreciate those differences. Isnt it great to comprehend that different people have the freedom to live in completely different ways to how we might understand or accept.
I see this forum as a portal to allow me to have a better understanding of transgendered people living in different ways to me.
Lots of love
Penny
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June 23, 2010 5:10 PM BST
I heard an interesting interview yesterday. The person interviewed was part of a protest against how some of the G8 G20 Countries were against GLB people. This person stated she excluded Transsexuals because they are a gender.
It was nice to hear that we are being recognized as a Gender now ... and not a "persuasion"
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"and my needs entwined like ribbons of light...and I came through the doorway...some where... in the night"
June 23, 2010 5:18 PM BST
Wendy, I think you have made some really good points. On quite a number of occasions I have let people exhaust their arguments because I realised it was more important to let them do so! lol. Anyhow, if name calling doesnt work, a good poke in the eye tends to do the trick!
Love
Penny
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June 25, 2010 12:25 AM BST
Why should anyone ask you that question? That is what you need to think about, the question in itself is irrelevant. For they ask you not out of curiosity but because they wish to know how they are expected to treat you. Someone may think you are attractive, adorable, may feel the stirrings of passion, even love, for you. If that person is a man and you are pre-op those feelings make him gay. You are who you are, and that is all that counts. Questions like that are stupid and not worthy of an answer. Unless, of course, you want to play second fiddle to someone elses tune. Like most things in life it is not complicated. Every question has an agenda.
June 25, 2010 1:42 AM BST
Wendy, It has always been my understanding and I think most have heard it time and time again that women tend to be far more emotional than men. So please expand on your statement above where you said
"I presume that I am losing the argument or, at least, I am using my emotions rather than my brain. (It's OK, but it's more part of our male heritage than who we want to be.)"
Hugs,
Marsha
June 25, 2010 12:12 PM BST
Thank you Wendy, that makes much more sense. Reading your response to Porscha brings up a thought. Where maybe does the idea of third gender actually fit in. I am one who believes we are a third gender and having characteristics of both genders is easy to understand, especially when someone like myself lived 50 years in the other gender. Distinguishing traditional male and female characteristics without discussing the environment one was raised in dilutes the accuracy of laboratory observations.
We have discussed similar things in other threads where some people maybe obsess with getting the details of the other gender down, even to a point that the obsession causes them to standout. I firmly believe we are individuals and just need to be ourselves. Not try to be what others think we need to be. I think as much as we accuse society of seeing us as different, we also look for differences among ourselves. It is just human nature.
Hugs,
Marsha
June 11, 2010 10:46 PM BST
Hi Penny,
I was once asked the "are you or aren't you post-op?" question many years ago. I was with my TS (post-op) girlfriend and both of us were pretty open about our relationship and personal statuses in the venue where I was asked. I answered honestly that I wasn't sure if I was pre-op or non-op. It was asked in a way I didn't find aggressive or judgmental or inappropriate for the situation.
But I can imagine, under other circumstances, that the question could be very offensive. Context is everything...
Best,
Melody
June 11, 2010 11:04 PM BST
I think the answer, as has been mooted, depends on who's asking. In one aspect it's actually indicative of a much more widespread understanding, appreciation and curiosity of transexuals. On that level I don't find the question offensive and would answer fully. That said, I've never been asked by a total stranger and would find that circumstance intrusive. At the moment it tends to come from interested family and friends...
Best wishes
Rae
June 11, 2010 11:08 PM BST
My real friends know.
And it's none of anyone else's damn business, unless I have released some part of such information to the public at large.
Would the person asking go up to any stranger and start asking such personal questions? I think not, unless they prefer drinking through a straw!
June 11, 2010 11:34 PM BST
This would be a good time to, once again, to give a plug to Calpernia Addams' classic video "Bad Questions to Ask a Transsexual," which can be viewed on You Tube.
June 11, 2010 11:43 PM BST
If someone asked me I would just answer the question. Other people's curiosity is not offensive to me.
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June 12, 2010 11:22 AM BST
Penny, we're all allowed to vent at some point & this is a good place to do it.
As for this thread. When is it ever OK to ask such a personal question?
June 14, 2010 8:46 PM BST
I think it's appalling that someone thinks it okay to ask such a personal question. I would definately be telling them to mind their own business. The exception to that would be if it was someone who was interested in a relationship, as I believe that they have a right to know, and it's usually a good idea to tell them BEFORE you get naked!!
As for venting Penny, we all need to do it sometimes, getting everything off of our chests more often than not makes us feel better emotionally, and besides................it's cheaper here than paying for a therapist!
Nikki
June 15, 2010 3:30 PM BST
Actually Marsha, my reason had nothing to do with sex or kinkiness, just good manners. It's about the 'who' and 'why' they feel they can ask. It shouldn't be relevant. If you're living as a woman, then you're living as a woman, it doesn't matter if you are pre or post op (that's true legally too, at least in much of Europe). Someone I know asking me out of curiosity is one thing, someone I don't really know, well, it's none of their business.
I certainly wouldn't go up to a man I hardly know and ask if he is circumcised or not, or ask a woman whether she has a Brazian or a Hollywood just because I'm curious!!
Nikki
June 16, 2010 2:29 AM BST
Penny,
I'm not going to tell you everything will be all right. I was injured over 15 yrs ago and haven't worked full-time since. I have not worked at all for three years. I live on food stamps and about $3 a month income. I've lost most of my valued belongings. I hang by a thread to lose the rest in any disaster. I can not tell you things will get better. They often do not.
What I did learn was that most of the things I considered important were not as important as I thought. I miss them but I have my "self" and that matters far more. My friends are often amazed at how calm I am during new disasters of biblical proportions. I just tell them that if things own you, you are better off without them. I had heard this but I had to experience it to understand. Most of my pressure was from false beliefs that I could not survive being without certain things, people, conditions. I was wrong. I have been homeless for brief periods. I live one move away from under a bridge. The difference is I now plan that bridge-housing move in detail before it happens. What do I take if I have to live out of a backpack? It always includes the basics I will need to come out the other end and get back on my feet.
This week, after 15 years of disasters and living without the resources to get back on my feet, I finally got the one break that should allow me to return to work, full-time if I choose, move into my own place and live a very comfortable life in the near future. That will include being able to move on to explore new frontiers for Wendy. I also have a wonderful TS sister who is there to give me a hand if I need it to prime the pump.
My point is that all any of us can do is give up or keep fighting. Do not give up, Sister. You can persevere. You have already survived more than most people ever will. Life is what happens to us while we wait for what we want to happen....to happen. Carpe Diem is not just a phrase, it is a lifestyle. Live in the present and make the most of it.
I highly recommend Alcoholics Anonymous. I have been to meetings and all I can say is "What a family!"
If you need me, to talk, you know where I am. Drop me a PM. Your Sisters are here for you. <hugs>
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As far as, "Is it right to ask?"---
Unless the event is such that it is appropriate....a friend can ask, a stranger should not. It is rude. Here at TW, such a question is far more acceptable, as it would be more so if you were speaking about being TS/TG at an event. In a bar, it is not. I think I would respond to such a question with "What makes you ask?"
June 16, 2010 1:15 PM BST
I found out today that in the British military to ask such a personal question could see the person hauled up before his commanding officer as it would be in breach of the MOD's laws against harassment.
Nikki
June 16, 2010 2:14 PM BST
Nikki. That also applies throughout all forms of government - national and local, in schools and colleges and in theory in any place of work in the UK.