Hi Kat-
<big hug> You are so very welcome here at TGS, you've found the right place for friendship, help, advice and resources. All of us here, no matter where we are on our journeys or how we feel about our own gender issues, understand what you are going through. Confusion, a feeling of being all alone, and that sense that things just aren't "right" the way they are is pretty much a default state for all of us. I know you will make friends here, probably lots of them who can give you support and advice or perhaps just a shoulder to lean on.
Please feel free to join in on the chats and various forums, don't be shy, no one will judge or condemn you. Like any large family, we have our differences and disagreements, sometimes very intense ones, but we do stand up for one another when someone needs help. If you have any questions or problems, just contact me or any of the other mods and we'll be glad to help.
Once again, Kat (cute name), welcome to TGS.
Hugs...Joni Mari
"Be yourself, everyone else is already taken."
-Oscar Wilde