Hi, my nsmr is Tanya and I have lived in California all my life. I have secretly dressed in women's clothing since I can remember. It really became apparent after many purges that I was meant to be female, not male. I loathe those dangly things between my legs. I have been married twice, my most recent wife suddenly passed away. She was tolerant of my needs. We were almost more like girlfriends. Now that I'm alone, I indluge myself to my heart's content. I can be me at last.

I'm sorry for your loss Tanya. My wife is very tolerant of my dressing up, she helps me buy clothes and cosmetics. We differ somewhat in that I also enjoy being a guy. I have the best of both worlds! The best of luck to you in the future, I hope you find someone who fills your every need.