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Hi All, just a follow on from my last blog.Now that I have had that conversation with my Partner Theres a sense of relief , and sense of purpose replacing those feeling s of fear doubt. In a way its enabling both of us.I am hopeful for the future . As an insight into our relationship , we dont use him and her names , we use the same pet name for each other.It just happened that way and its the bigger part of our relationship, and also theres practically no task that we cannot share or do for eachother.At the same time Our lives are moving on to a new phase.I broke a lot of ties and "securities ",left job, to come home and look after things,financially its a wreckless decision ,but I am so glad I did.
On the Television ,My partner said she wanted to see a prgramme after 10PM . usually we go to bed early . It was about the taboo subject of the living partners left after a suicide.We quietly watched this together ..no words needed , a tear .big Hug
In all honesty I dont know how things will fully work out in the long term,but What I do now feel is that the old shell ,old wood , are just falling away rapidly too allow for the new Spring growth. You have to let go and you have to give people their freedom and be able to talk and share .
I will be visiting my parents this weekend. My Mums health is a concern, but she is having stair lifts and other things done. My Dad is helping but he has had to have some operations on his hands , So Its good to be able to just visit help. Enjoy the Spring Love Donna XX
