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My story(edited version

  • Posted by Isaiah Mcgee October 28, 2015 967 views
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    I need to tell someone my story. Over my life I’ve have felt like I was a girl even though I was born a boy. I have only had the courage to do this because i wanted to do something. I have had these feelings for a while now and I can remember these felling from a long time ago but I can’t remember my age. I am now 14 and is having thoughts of self harm or running away from home. I have gotten very close to doing these things. Most of my family is Christian and I think if I come out and tell them that im transgender they will disown me. I have been found out by my brother, he is a big jerk to me. The first time I left up a transgender website on my kindle fire and he saw. The second time I left a personal note out and he read it but I avoided that one again. One of the biggest mistakes i have ever made was when my brother told some of my family what he saw, and this happened after I left the website up and he saw, so then my mom approached me and asked me if I thought I was transgender and I lied. I have been felling depressed and want leave my life behind. With me posting this I don't recall writing this because I was crying from the emotions I was recalling. I am asking for help on what to do right now.

     

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  • katieglover Hi Isaiah, it sounds to me like your mother was trying to help. Perhaps you should have taken that opportunity to come clean. If you think you can trust your mother I think you should pluck up some guts and tell her how you feel. Ask her to take you see...  more
  • Susan Jones Hi Isaiah. Your story sounds very close to mine. I had an older brother I didn't like. He always tried to catch me in bras and panties. No Internet back during my adolescence. mom knew, i was wearing hers and my sisters clothes, but she was in...  more
  • Amanda Bruce Isiaih - you are not alone at all. There is NOTHING in the Bible that says you are evil, or anything like that because you have these feelings. Trust me on this. Did Jesus ever reject even the worst of those that his society called sinners. ...  more
  • Hannah Ceridwen Eluned Cavendish-Grosvenor Isiah act now for the sake of your future happiness: prolongation of the decision creates unimaginable internal turmoil: it took me 60 years to pluck up the courage, and why? Do not make the same mistake.