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Ok to start those who stumble upon this blog must bear with me I really do not blog or completely understand what exactly it is, I think it is like a journal and you simply write down your thought or opinions with the exception being a journal is more so a private thing and a blog can be more public. I also must point out I do not consider myself to be a writer so if you are or are simply a grammar Nazi, please keep your suggestions or opinions to yourself thank you. So with that being said and done I will try to keep this one brief and more so make it more about my history than anything else so to some it may be boring and to other they may be able to relate. I would like to introduce myself I am Michele or I also go by Sheli I have used those names for so long now I honestly cannot remember where or how I picked them I think I have always liked the name Michele as a female name next to Amber but for Michele just felt like a better fit. So now you know my female name my male name is David, I know a pretty common name but it also fits me, so here I go with my life as David/Michele if you have made it this far thank you for letting me ramble as I tend to do when it comes to writing.
I like to call this the chapter in my life that Michele met David, I was about ten years old and at that point in my life was just a typical 10 year old boy; I am the third boy of four and at ten did not really have to many cares or worries in my life outside of school and playing outside with my brothers or friends. Until that day for some reason we were messing around in the basement and while down there decided to be nosy and go through a bunch of old boxes off in the corner, as we went through them we pretty much discovered nothing other than a bunch of clothing and items that smelled kind of funny at least that was what my brothers saw and felt for me as I was going through one of the two boxes I went through I came across two things that would forever alter my life, the first thing I found in the box was a silky white faded slip that women wore under their dresses and the other item I found was a pair of heels or strappy old heels as I recall they had brown leather straps and strangely enough the heel and bottom of the shoe was made of a cork like material and the actual heel itself was thick and square shaped. As I held or moved these items in the box a strange feeling fell over me I out of nowhere thought to myself what it would be like to try those item on, of course with my brothers there I could do no such thing right then so I quickly put the slip and shoes together and put them in the bottom box thinking to myself I need to try them on once I can be alone, a few days later that thought reoccurred and with luck my brothers where outside doing whatever and I was able to go down to the basement and without any thought of being caught or if this was wrong or right I within minutes found myself standing in the basement wearing that slip and the heels that where at that time too big for me, all I knew at the moment was for some reason it felt right and not to over sell it as I said I was only ten at the time it for me felt natural. I walked around in my little outfit for a little while and knew that I wanted to do this again but I needed to get changed back soon or risk being caught. Even now as I write this out I still refer it to the day Michele met David even though it would be years later that I would even consider giving myself a female name.
So there I was ten years old and not really fully aware of what was going on with me or why I felt the need to wear that slip and shoes, I just knew it made me happy nothing more or nothing less and I really wanted to do it as often as I could however that was easier said than done since I lived in small house and had three brothers that were around more often than not and back for me that was the normal, so to say the least or from what I recall I was only able to sneak to the basement by myself once or twice more before we moved. When did move it for David was just another new home another new school and all that but for Michele it proved to be great. SO with that I will close for now and with any luck in the next day or two I will have received some responses to this and based on those responses I will continue on with this little story of mine.
