Things are More Serious but all too predictable

• Posted by wendy larsen January 19, 2016 Filed in Society Girl's Personal Blogs 1,159 views
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  I do not know where 2015 went.   Much of it was a nightmarish landscape.   I did make it back to VA last winter but it was a "working" vacation, helping friends and not even a day to see Tracy or Merideth or a friend I had lost for decades who I found just before I made the trip.  I did manage to miss two train crashes.  When I got back I was caught up in a third person's disasters.  I actually was improving this year and went back to school and made plans to re-engage in physical activities...until I lost an arguement with a moving vehicle.  Now I am pretty banged up.  Hope to be able to get back on GS regularly.   I apologize for not responding to things like friend requests.  I will try to catch up and sort out who everyone is while doing so.

  Pain is a daily event and it is so not my friend.  I need heavy pain meds to function beyond daily chores like cooking and light pain meds for that.  There has been, and there is not sign of imminent improvement.  I am unlikely to die or recover, so having to re-evaluate my future plans.   Melancholy is my watchword.  I keep watch and when I see melancholy coming I try to remember that I found Wendy and they can not take that from me. :-)   Then I take a pill, rotf.  God bless medical marijana for the really bad days.  I no longer enjoy it but it does make life more tolerable.  At least both Wendy and MJ are legal in CA.

  Anyway, I promise to schedule unscheduled time for GS when my body permits.  Please do not be upset if I did not respond during the past year.   I miss my brothers and sisters here and plan to be here more.

  Now, time for sugar fix.