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I May Disappear

  • Posted by wendy larsen March 16, 2012 #  1,223 views
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    The reality is that I may soon be making a move that will leave me without Internet access for months or even years.  If it occurs I will be living in a remote area of the US.  Most of my socialization is on the Internet and has been for years.  Most of my friends are here.  If I can afford it, I will have limited Internet access by satellite dish.  No more online games, HULU or SKYPE.  In addition this limited bandwidth would be expensive and would take some months to be able to afford.  Any work would be 1-2 hrs away, each way, if I could get it.  climatic conditions would be brutal, at times, for commuting.  Think Iraq, Saudi Arabia.

     

    I WILL come back.  I am hoping in a couple months.   I may have to move quickly and so I want you to know I am ok if I disappear.

     

    This is a good move for me in all other ways.  I will be able to be myself, actively encouraged, living with Sundance once again.  I will not be having to surpress my true self with a front.  It will help me dig deeper into who I am without constraints from society keeping Wendy partially buried most of the time.  I love the outdoors and this will be a peaceful setting.  No neighbors for miles.  Unfortunately, lol, no stores for miles, no mail delivery, perhaps no phone service or utilities connections.  It should be a lot of fun.  Perhaps I can hit an internet connection when I "go to town".

     

    Worry not, some of my dreams are coming true.  Unfortunately I must pay a price for the good.  I will miss you all if/while I am gone.   -Hugs, Wendy.

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  • wendy larsen Katie, I emailed you before coming on but it's probably not much included here. I am hoping that I can manage to set up a way to get internet. It will make me very sad if I cannot keep in touch with my friends online. Unfortunately, the land is...  more
  • wendy larsen Traci, Hopefully I can do that. I will be visiting Jessica and vice versa more often. Was great to meet you in VA.
  • wendy larsen Donna, There are no telephone lines, the road was bulldozed desert. Fortunately there was cell reception and the mountains did not block satellite service....however, Sundance got very ill and we did not go.
  • wendy larsen Katie, Kristie, Carla.... well we didn't move and when I have to move, in a year or two, it will be very complicated if we leave the area. I would love to take the job but Sundance will remain under care for the rest of her life and the job would be...  more