Holy Gawd - I did it... I wasn't going to but at the end of my appointment I did it... I told the locum ( like I thought it would be) about my wanting of becoming an M2F, I have never felt so nervous in all my life everything I wrote on my notepad app went straight out of the window...


I don't know if to feel relieved or if the next double appointment ( phase 2 psych) will be an abject failure as my head went all fkd up and words began failing me...


Which I have never been good at expressing properly anyway, could really do with some help on this one...


Any advice?
This post was edited by Modern Talker at August 19, 2015 10:55 AM BST