Well told the wife and was going ok, she knew something was going on we talk for about an hour and then she ask if the girls knew i said yes and everthing when downhill fast she started cying becaus he was not the first to know and the irls didn't care for her, then I started to say I so sorry for everything and I should had never came out to anybody. she when to sleep and I was all alone feeling so bad and crying and could not sleep very bad things was going though my mind that had not be there in a very long time I almost got out of bed and do the unthinkable then my girls face pop into my head once again they saved my life. still very sad and lonely I think I will be ok, sorry for dumping this on here just no one to talk to didn't want my girls to know how close I came last night.
Thank you
Vanessa
Just had to tell someone else, I came out to my girls and they are so happy for me and are happy to help with makeup and anything else I may need help with, I had been telling them I had to talk to them after I talked to my wife but I just had to tell them they mean the world to me and I don't know what I would have done if they could not accept Vanessa, it was the hardest thing I ever had to do I"m so glad I did this it feels like the world has be lifed off my shoulders.