October 17, 2004 3:40 AM BST
I think you did a great job of explaining it, brian. But then, most of us here know what you are talking about from first-hand or near first-hand experience. Sounds like you are transgendered and your sexual preference in your brain makes you attracted to similar persons. Hang around Trannyweb, and you will find your answers. It can be a rough experience dealing with the psychological transitioning, but you will find a lot of support and help here.
Hugs,
Wendy