November 7, 2007 3:24 PM GMT
Hi Lindsey-
I just wanted to join the other girls in wishing you the best and in welcoming you to TW. You've come to a great place for advice, resources and just to be who you are. As Nikki said, you may have to face the possibility that your family may never be okay with the idea that you are TG and you may have to move on with your life without their support or understanding. For many, many people, the concept that someone may feel that they're a different gender than what society says they are and may want to openly express that difference is just too much to get their heads around. It's a common affliction, they may not be able to help it. And Wendy is absolutely right, as she usually is. If they are not completely closed off to the idea, getting them involved in PFLAG or a similar organization may help. There are lots of resources on the web, but for heaven's sake, please don't encourage them to just start googling things like transgendered or transsexual or crossdresser. They may get places like TW and other sites like it, but they may also get an eyeful of porn. Sorry, but that's how it is.
And now I'm going to ask a question that may upset you. Why do you feel that your family should supply you with the items you need to help you pass? If they don't agree with what you're doing, then they have every right not to help you. Sorry if that sounds harsh, Lindsey, I don't mean it to, it's just realistic and how life is. As far as getting things like clothes, makeup, hair, etc, most of the items aren't that expensive (though they can be, depending) and you can build up a kit slowly, one item at a time as your budget allows. TW is a great place and anyone here would be happy to share tips and tricks about getting more femme and how they've coped with issues like an empty pocketbook.
Best of luck, Lindsey. Please stay and be a part of the TW community.
Hugs...Joni Marie