Mere honey don't talk such cr*p...you have NOTHING at all to apologise about d'ya hear...NOTHING!! love anna-marie xx

Okay, let's get some things straight.

Some of my forum posts have been, and continue to be, misinterpreted. Whatever. I'm not sulking, nor am I self-centered. Try to understand. Okay, I'll take some midol.

I made some apologies for some comments I made, but apparently these have been ignored. If there's anything about me, I admit my mistakes.

Roshelle, what I wrote to you holds true. Please contact me. I'll help in any way I can.

Girls, right now I'm so sick of everything. Please accept my apologies for being a raving bitch.

Bye.

We all have bad days Meredith but having read agreat number of your posts you seem to be genuine anf have real feelings. I am sure that those of us who appreciate such things are with you all the way. Don't get down hon, none of us are perfect just some of us know we aren't and accept it.

Meredith-

I hope whatever's wrong gets better. You have my email if you feel like talking and I'm sure there are a lot of other TW sisters who will say the same.

Hugs, Joni

Does anyone like the musician Matthew Sweet? Here are some of his lines I love:
I'm sick of myself when I look at you/something that is beautiful and true

Then,

I need someone to pull the trigger/'cause the hole in my heart is getting bigger/Everything I'll ever be I've been

Going back into exile because I'm sick of everything. You're all better off without me

Meredith-

I'm sorry but I find those lyrics profoundly sad and more than a little scary. I hope you're okay. You have friends here, the door is always open.

Hugs, Joni

No Mere, we're not.

Mere honey don't talk such cr*p...you have NOTHING at all to apologise about d'ya hear...NOTHING!! love anna-marie xx

Thank you all, girls. I didn't think I'd be back around so soon. My exiles, again, are not because of anyone other than myself. I was just thinking that I was coming across the wrong way.

I received some absolutely heartbreaking news today. Nobody died. Just my future, that's all. So forgive me if I'm not much in a talking mood. I'll write about this in a day or two when I can type without crying.

I'm not leaving TW. This place is so important to me. I will also NEVER forget how much support you all give me. And I have no intention of disbanding the M.S.S.

I'll be back later.

Hi Meredith,

Don't be so hard on yourself, okay hon? Like some of the other girls have said, you have nothing to apologize for. Things will get better for you I'm sure. You just have to stay positive and
good things will happen. And remember hon, we're all here for you if you ever need a shoulder or two to cry on. Glad you're not leaving TW

Hugs,

Monika

I'm posting something in my blog. I didn't want to write about it so soon, especially since it's Fay's birthday and I want her to have all the attention. But I have to get it off my chest. Something happened yesterday that completely floored me.

Nobody here did anything. I'm not mad at anyone here at TW, nor am I leaving. I'm just not all that sociable right now.