January 22, 2006 3:14 PM GMT
Mere - as Wendy said things change....to me life is a journey and the journey continues with all its twists and turns. You are responsible for you; your wife (soon to be ex) seems to take care of herself very well....learn from it. Has she put the "anti-christ" label on you or did you do that yourself? Don't get into the self-denigration mode- it's hard to break...you're on your way up - stay with it.
xxxxxxx
January 23, 2006 5:03 PM GMT
These days EVERYTHING is my fault. If my kid gets sick that will be my fault, too. Life may be a living hell right now, but at least I can be honest.
I guess I should clarify one thing, if you never read my profile. I first came out to my wife two years ago as being TG. She just didn't know for sure the full extent of it. Being TG is just one of many reasons why she kicked me out. And, with things being the way they are these days, I will never be returning. She even threatened to withhold visitation with my daughter. She withdrew that threat as losing contact with me would be devastating to my kid. I am a good parent, despite the nasty things being said to me lately.
After all that's been happening to me these past few months I never thought it could ever get worse. It has. But at least I have TW to fall back on. I may be physically alone, but spiritually I am not.