Well  im  not  totaly  shure  what  I am  all i  do  know  is that  im  a CD .

I  started  like  most  girls  here  collecting  fem  stuff  when i  was about  15 .  I wore  some  of the  stuff  i  had  but  i would  do it  mostly  at night  in my  room since  i lived  at home  with  my  brother  and  my mother . As  i got  older and  my colletion  grew  i started  to  have  doubts about  the reall reasion why  i was  dressing .  So with  that said  I "purged " at the age  of 22 . When  I  started  college  i  was  getting those urges  to dress  again  so  i started  to  do as  befor and  collect  stuff .  A few  years  later  i  started  to  keep  my collection  in my  night table  it was a  2  drawer office  filing  cabnet  .  one  night  after  beeing  away  all day  my  mom  asked  about  what  she  had  found  in my  night  table .  At  the  time  I  was  28  and  I  was  totaly  scared  to tell anyone  about  just  what  i  had  been doing all this  years . So  one  night  after  coming home from  classes  I  came  up with  the  idea  of  writing  my  mom  a  letter. At that  time  I  wanted  to  explain to her  that  I was  not doing anthing  "bad".  I told her  all about  the fem  stuff  she seen  and  stuff  she  knew  nothing about  that  i had  hid  . I wanted to  all so  make  it  clear  to her  that  i was  not  some  freak  or  a  sexual  pervert . I told  her  that  i was  not  "gay"  and  i would  not  do anything  to  cause  her  greef. I told  her that  from time  to time  i  like  to "play  dress up " and  that  i did  it  at  home  at  night  and  at  other  places  alone . I  had  held  on to that  letter  for  a  few  years  cause  i felt  there  was a  proper time  and place  for sush things  . That  time  came   cause  i was  getting to the point  i did  nt want  to hide  karen nomore  .  So  one day  i  got up  early  in the  morning  preparing  for a  out  of town  day  trip  and  i  placed  the  "letter" on the  kitchen  table . when i returned  later that evening , mom  came to  me  and said  she  read  the  letter  and that  she was  not mad all she asked  was "time " to deal  with  it .  So  I  gave  her  all summer  to do that  and  in the  fall she came  to me  one day and  said .  IF I chose  to dress this way  she  would  not stop  me  or  if  i wanted to go out  "en fem  " it was  my  call .  Shortly  after  i came  out to her  my  only brother  said  "he "  was  cool with  me  dressing and would  support  me .

I too  katie  being  a  canuck would  love the  chance to  meet  some  of  my sisters  from this site   .....but  due  to medical reasions  im  unable to  leave  my city  for any  long  period of time .   but  id  like  ty  just the same  for  the  invite .  perhapes  sometime  in the  neer  future  something could  be  planned  here  in canada 

Id like to say that ive been on this site many nights and i have and talked about shuch things as of the problems this site has . It is not a rumor but a true fact that most members on this site will agree there needs to a better way to vue profiles. this rumor of separating us CD ,s from other TS was talked about sometime in the summer months of 2010. I do recall talking about such things as that and i have said if this was to happen i would no doubt remove myself from this site . I have one a few occation help get rid of a "member who only wanted sex " or was giving other a hard time . i have been told by a few members that i should be a moderator but i willl leave this matter to the mods to handle for now .